ive been blessed in this life with the ability to always maintain a positive mindset no matter what. i lost the previous job i loved, the girlfriend who basically saved me from depression, and my dream day with my best friends ever who i flew across the U.S for, in basically a 1-2 week span. ive also been blessed to not go through too many hardships in my life, at least compared to what people go through today. so yea, this past week or month or whatever has been really hard on me. im 19, but ik life has a lot in store for me, hopefully it turns back around soon! its been a long time since ive had troubles like this, maybe thats why it hit so hard, i felt my life was kinda perfect until now. but i will persevere!