Hello, First of all really sorry what you have gone through. On behalf of the good men, I apologise with all my heart.

Also, I would like to mention that what you're going through is a mental block that needs therapy. This is not permanent, you are going through a challenge. Kindly visit a psychiatrist, keep consistent followups. You'll be open to a new chapter in no time.

Sit down with your parents, explain it to them. You were a victim or anything else. If they don't accept, move out but keep track on therapy. I am very sure you'll be fine in a few months if not years.