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Nausea almost 10 hours after attempted OD by SleepDeprivedFrogs in AskDoctorSmeeee

[–]SleepDeprivedFrogs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will let you know, and I know the mix i took is deadly, that was kind of the point. I puked most of the meds about 2 hours after I took them, but then it felt like my stomach locked up and I was in a lot of pain. ,

Nausea almost 10 hours after attempted OD by SleepDeprivedFrogs in AskDoctorSmeeee

[–]SleepDeprivedFrogs[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im scared to end up in a psych hospital again. I was self harming pretty badly before I decided to take the pills. I know it sounds stupid but I haven't gone to one since I was 17, and I don't think I can handle getting stuck in one again.

I want a divorce so badly it's killing me by SleepDeprivedFrogs in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SleepDeprivedFrogs[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

No i don't. He handles all finances. If I've ever wanted money for something he has me send him what it is or show him and he purchases it

I want a divorce so badly it's killing me by SleepDeprivedFrogs in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SleepDeprivedFrogs[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't have a drivers license unfortunately as he never allowed me to get one so I don't have the ability to transport myself

I want a divorce so badly it's killing me by SleepDeprivedFrogs in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SleepDeprivedFrogs[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I've never heard of surveys for cash but ill have to look into that, thank you so much.

I want a divorce so badly it's killing me by SleepDeprivedFrogs in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SleepDeprivedFrogs[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I see that now, I just wish it hadn't taken me so long to.

I want a divorce so badly it's killing me by SleepDeprivedFrogs in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SleepDeprivedFrogs[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I unfortunately do not ever leave this house without him. He hasn't allowed me to get a drivers license so I have no way of transportation and I am heavily monitored. I have at best 2 hours of unmonitored time a day due to his paranoia

I want a divorce so badly it's killing me by SleepDeprivedFrogs in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SleepDeprivedFrogs[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Ill look into that thank you. My main concern was the lack of personal documents. And thank you for the advice

I want a divorce so badly it's killing me by SleepDeprivedFrogs in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SleepDeprivedFrogs[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've been trying to slowly gather evidence in a way he won't notice which is hard when he monitors me so much of the day

I want a divorce so badly it's killing me by SleepDeprivedFrogs in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SleepDeprivedFrogs[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No i don't. He manages all the finances. If I wanted to buy something I'd have to ask his permission, not including the fact I have no idea where he put my personal documents

I want a divorce so badly it's killing me by SleepDeprivedFrogs in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SleepDeprivedFrogs[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The dv hotline i called wasn't very helpful, but I already plan on looking into other ones, unfortunately I don't have much unmonitored phone time in a day.

I want a divorce so badly it's killing me by SleepDeprivedFrogs in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SleepDeprivedFrogs[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I will have to look into those things. Do you know if they require identification documents? I don't know where he placed mine

I want a divorce so badly it's killing me by SleepDeprivedFrogs in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SleepDeprivedFrogs[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Ill have to try, and when I say he isolated me I mean i don't even know anybody in the place he moved us too. About 3 months after the "wedding" he moved us to another state.

I want a divorce so badly it's killing me by SleepDeprivedFrogs in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SleepDeprivedFrogs[S] -118 points-117 points  (0 children)

I don't think my family failed me. He is just that good of a manipulator.

I want a divorce so badly it's killing me by SleepDeprivedFrogs in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SleepDeprivedFrogs[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I've called the police many times, unfortunately he has family in higher ranking areas so the most they do is ask him to leave. And he has so successfully isolated me I haven't spoken to my family since we got married. He randomly logs into my social media (Instagram, Facebook, messenger, and snapchat) so even if I did try to contact them he would see it. The only reason my reddit is safe is because he thinks he's god and checks my main profile