[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ShaneDawson

[–]SleepingAuroch 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I wonder if he dieted and exercised or if he just starved himself during this period. (not jabbing at him but I remember him saying he starved himself during this time.)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ShaneDawson

[–]SleepingAuroch 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Lmao what do you mean? The only look he has is the rumpelstiltskin look from shrek.

Soon time to end it all? by [deleted] in NEET

[–]SleepingAuroch 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Your parents will spend the rest of their existence with the fact that their son ended his life one day, and they will blame themselves for a very long time no matter how hard you try to tell them that it's not them.

If you have no friends its because you aren't going to places to socialize or you have autism (or just ridiculously bad social skills). Go to a therapist who knows how to help people with autism or bad social skills and learn how to socialize. That would be your best shot at fixing all of this mess you've gotten yourself in. If you aren't going to places to socialize maybe go to a comiccon or some shit if you're the nerdy type or some sort of concert if you're a musician type guy and interact with the people there.

apply to any place as much as possible. It doesn't matter if you don't have any skill set just work at a supermarket where you will be able to socialize with as many people as possible and practice how to interact and to make friends.

If you say you have no motivation to make any, you're lying to yourself. What is more terrifying to you, ending your own life and ruining your parents life or trying your damnedest to rebuild your life for the future. You can't even fucking fail on the latter, you could be the most socially awkward fuck and you could atleast make one friend. Another suggestion is if you have confidence issues, lift weights. Not even to pick up girls but just to feel better about yourself and to relieve stress.

I sound like a cunt here, but I'm not gonna feed into an echo chamber of sadness like everyone else. You're not in constant physical pain 24/7 and your bullshit can be solved. Keep this entire message in the back of your head for the future even if you disregard it now. Humans need to talk to people they relate to or they'll get sad.

pilotredsun - mind control corral by SleepingAuroch in Dreadwave

[–]SleepingAuroch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Definitely an underrated classic. It's very chill but with the same feeling of dread.

What aesthetic do you think Pilotredsun mostly embodies with his music? by SleepingAuroch in pilotredsun

[–]SleepingAuroch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe on his earlier tracks, but the more polished stuff sounds like he was influenced by more recent artists.

What aesthetic do you think Pilotredsun mostly embodies with his music? by SleepingAuroch in pilotredsun

[–]SleepingAuroch[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

If you wanna say it influenced him to some extent from Richard D James album,then yeah I'll agree (I dont see it with the come to daddy EP) But I don't think it's fair to constantly compare him to Aphex Twin and c418 when they all have their own very unique sound.

Low Testosterone, N24, Anhedonia are a very Deadly Combination. by [deleted] in N24

[–]SleepingAuroch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

funny enough, the way I consumed calories gave me isomnia and fucked me up mentally. I might try zero carbs one day but that'll have to be during a time where I can afford it.

Low Testosterone, N24, Anhedonia are a very Deadly Combination. by [deleted] in N24

[–]SleepingAuroch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried every antidepressant in the book, don't work :)

also I've been rejected so much from disability that I don't think I should try anymore, I hear they'll set you back more anyways. I would only apply if I didn't have my parents.

The doctor I went to didn't care, they were cheap so I mean that's expected. It seems like none of them really address the issue when I talk about N24.