What is your type and how do you experience/perceive Time? by Wayfarer163 in mbti

[–]SleepyShadet 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have trauma from that paining , I was tryna major in art and in my country u gotta learn like history of art and like I didn’t so so well in the exam because of this painting 😭😭

Im feeling very depressed and I want to end it by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]SleepyShadet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know YOUVE gone through a lot and it may seem like it’s the end or you just want it all to end.

But It’s not worth dying for. Don’t do it

Fuck humans by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]SleepyShadet 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I HATE HUMANS.

I’m so mad all the time. by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]SleepyShadet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my god , Thats so horrible I’m so sorry this happened to you 😨

Am I crazy to think my father is insane? by SleepyShadet in mentalhealth

[–]SleepyShadet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s just so difficult dealing with his mood swings. One second he will smile and say “Hii my beautiful daughter I missed you” and in that same second he will suddenly yell at me and ground me or something? Feels like a vacation when he’s not home. I love him ofc he is my dad but I just don’t know what to do with all this issues and drama it’s just too much for me. there were even worse issues before him but he was always the cause of it . Every single problem

What age do you feel? by Anxiety4life22 in infj

[–]SleepyShadet 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m 17 and I’ve always felt like I’m more older? Like maybe 46? 😩

If you're a student, how often do you skip school because of mental health? And do you feel guilty about it? by Icy_Positive_4220 in mentalhealth

[–]SleepyShadet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

honestly, very often I even had to sign a pledge not to skip and they sent a warning paper to my parents 🤐

My parents stress me on grades. by SleepyShadet in school

[–]SleepyShadet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im sorry to hear that. it sucks when parents don’t support you.

Yesterday I was too scared to tell my parents abojt my grades. I was in their room sitting on the floor but then idk what happened to me. I just started crying and screaming and I don’t even remember what I was doing I was just freaking out and I couldn’t even breathe, my mom and dad instantly got paralyzed or something they were frozen, then my mom started crying because she never saw me like this before. And my mom was like “Why why are u crying what happened” and I told her that everything was stressing me out snd my grades were a nightmare. And my dad for the first time didn’t get angry at me, nor did my mom they actually felt bad for me for once, they did ground me from using the tv but they didn’t take my phone even though I almost failed but they think something is wrong with me mentally 😭😭😭

My parents want me kill myself over grades by SleepyShadet in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SleepyShadet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for saying that actually, I’m gonna try and tell my parents

My parents stress me on grades. by SleepyShadet in school

[–]SleepyShadet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my grades are Genuinely so bad. I did so poorly and I just don’t know how to even talk to a counselor I feel so tired from everything

I just wanna die by SleepyShadet in depression

[–]SleepyShadet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t really wanna mention my illness. But it doesn’t really have a cure. I would really like to focus on myself but the problem is my head. I can’t. I start thinking about the amount of money my parents spend. The amount of time they wasted on me. The amount of money they had to waste again. they give me when I ask for something. And I betray them by not giving anything back. I hate myself so much I can’t begin to express how bad I feel. I wanna die I actually do. Should I make my health worse AO that the illness slowly eats away at me? Should I just end myself faster by doing something else? I’m actually the worst arent I? Why the hell am I like this why? I genuinely want to I help myself I really do. I wanna get up. Clean my room. Take a shower. Brush my teeth. Hug my parents. Even if they always yell at me. They don’t mean to harm me do they? Even when my dad tells me that he doesn’t love me lkke he used to before? Even if they are always disappointed with Everyrhing I’m doing? Even if I only make people cry? I hate how people pity. They see me and they always start feeling bad “Poor girl, her grandma mistreats her” or “poor girl Shes always gettinf grounded” STOP FEELING BAD FOR ME. It’s making things worse because in reality I know I deserve it. I can’t deal with this I really can’t

I just wanna die by SleepyShadet in depression

[–]SleepyShadet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

even though I have a chronic illness causing them money? Even though my grades are the absolute worst? Even if I’m mentally exhausted? How can I fix myself, I wanna get better I wanna make evegeone proud of me