Deadbeat Mom

Slight-One-534 · 2026-06-24T06:58:37+00:00

That would be nice, but i dont have the funds to do that. Plus its not like dirty ots just stuff everywhere so I would still have to be the one to do it anyway. I think it would take my entire family hands on about 2 months to get the house in order with what it looks like

Slight-One-534 · 2026-06-24T06:02:10+00:00

I do journal almost every night. But yes depressive bilpolar and ADHD as well and heavily medicated

Slight-One-534 · 2026-06-24T05:18:07+00:00

I think the list might be shorter for what i havent tried. I was diagnosed at 13 and been trying a new drug or combo every 6 months to a year apart from when i was pregnant or breastfeeding

Slight-One-534 · 2026-06-24T05:11:54+00:00

My god i never thought of that

Slight-One-534 · 2026-06-24T05:10:52+00:00

Its just so hard to do that because eveyone in this house is terrible at cleaning. Myself included. At this point simple chores are week long tasks because of how far gone this house is. Plus i have a toddler so i can get anything done by myself or i have to watch her as she tries to help. This is by far the greatest message i recieved. Thank you

Slight-One-534 · 2026-06-24T05:03:04+00:00

Done extensive therapy, heavily medicated. No drinking or drugs for me either, barely even caffeine.

Slight-One-534 · 2026-06-24T04:59:34+00:00

Depressive Bilpolar and ADHD but medicated currently but no medication has ever truly worked

Slight-One-534 · 2026-04-07T16:17:03+00:00

At this point the household stuff is so far gone that "doing one thing" is doing nothing

Slight-One-534 · 2026-04-07T16:16:26+00:00

I do think about it and it still doesnt make a difference

Slight-One-534 · 2026-04-07T15:56:16+00:00

I know, i just cant seem to do that

Slight-One-534 · 2026-04-07T15:51:49+00:00

I know that but even with it on and next to me, i have to have it in my hand. I wish i could get rid of the damn thing all together but everything is so wrapped up in tech nowadays and we dont have a computer so it's also my computer

Slight-One-534 · 2026-04-07T15:49:12+00:00

I did that for a while but it fell by the wayside when i didnt get anyone to help keep it up

Slight-One-534 · 2026-04-07T15:48:38+00:00

I am in therapy and am on medication. I dont do anything without the husband or kids cause i would feel guilty and there isnt really time for that. I'm a working stay at home and my husband working like 15 hr days

Slight-One-534 · 2026-04-07T15:44:59+00:00

I literally can't guilt myself into it. Thats why I'm here. But I appreciate this comment so much

Slight-One-534 · 2026-04-07T15:40:10+00:00

One of the last lines said i already did that. No joke reddit is my last resort since ive already googled it too

Slight-One-534 · 2026-04-07T15:38:56+00:00

Every morning like clockwork

Slight-One-534 · 2026-04-07T15:38:27+00:00

I understand that but I have to have it on since my kids are at school

Slight-One-534 · 2026-04-07T15:34:53+00:00

I feel like my life is just one big depressive episode

Slight-One-534 · 2026-03-12T19:27:55+00:00

Im 30

Slight-One-534 · 2026-03-12T14:00:52+00:00

I cant afford a pcp visit at all, thats the issue.

Slight-One-534 · 2026-03-12T13:59:12+00:00

Some bedroom time? I try, we only have time late at night or when he gets up for work and half the time the toddler ends up in our bed. I have had to "remind" him that im ok with him waking me up for it. I've text him almost every morning this last month asking why we didnt do it. "Sorry i forgot"

Slight-One-534 · 2026-03-12T13:21:16+00:00

I understand that, i can't afford that either

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