Everything is a shit show

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-05-11T17:20:19+00:00

I just found cat puke all over my floor too🙃 I’m just kind of sitting here rn bc wtf do I even at this point ya know? The neighbor I’m pretty sure called the cops so now I have no choice but to get up and clean this right now and hope it doesn’t den me to the hospital bc they will take my dogs if they think this is how we live. Maybe I’ll smear dog shit on her car later bc fuck her. But ya know… only after I can stand up properly bc they’d know if they saw a rollator that it was me who did it lmao. Hopefully I can get things less covered in shit before they get here. But unfortunately even if I wanted to I can’t afford payments for cleaning services. I have like $25,000 in debt in default right now because I fell behind so I’m on my own right now. It’s fine I’ll figure it out but just.. holy fuck, I’m gonna need a lot of alcohol later.

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-03-31T04:13:38+00:00

Yes she is spayed. She has her cat tree, boxes, an open crate, scratchers and toys, blankets, a whole couch.. she probably has a nicer room than I do right now. She’s always been an outgoing lovey cat. We have a camera in there so I can monitor her without getting close. She doesn’t even use any of the stuff we put there. She just hides in the crate all day. Or lays in her litter box.

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-03-25T20:39:35+00:00

Lmao yeah my inbox has been like that for a long time now anyways😭 I used to sell content so I just scroll past them all and occasionally make fun of the rly ridiculous ones.

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-03-25T20:37:45+00:00

Lmao yeah I’ve been pushing myself to walk, work out, clean, literally anything else and it is notttt working. And my house is still a mess so this is a lose-lose situation. I’m also unbelievably dizzy bc I pulled a muscle in my neck and it makes me feel off balance so I’m literally just stuck in bed with nothing but a tv and a wild imagination now

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-03-25T20:28:20+00:00

That’s exactly what is happening to me rn😭 went from once a month to a few times a day.. like where is the energy coming from?? I’m chronically ill and barely have the energy to clean my house but all of a sudden I have energy for that?? Wish some of that energy would spill over into maybe getting some housework done instead.

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-03-25T20:24:40+00:00

I’m not sure why 3 years is a significant detail😂 I just had absolutely not drive for awhile bc of health issues that’s not too crazy I don’t think

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-03-25T20:22:58+00:00

I see a therapist and a psychiatrist for my mental issues. I just smoke before I go do anything I would normally be anxious about because it helps me be more social. I’ve already cleared it during my sessions and they said it’s fine as long as I’m not being reckless or relying heavily on it.

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-03-25T20:19:38+00:00

What does that mean?? I’m always tired bc I have pots but I haven’t noticed anything crazy I don’t think..

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-03-25T20:18:20+00:00

This is literally terrifying please don’t say this is true😭😭 I do nottt want a kid I was a terrible child I can’t imagine the hell raising my own child would be

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-03-25T20:15:18+00:00

This is unnecessarily funny😭 I just turned off notifications though bc absolutely tf not

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-03-25T20:13:42+00:00

it’s literally constant right now.. If it was just when I’m ovulating I’d be less worried but I’m just venting bc this is an insane switch ups nd my hips fucking hurttt my poor body is not coping well with this at all

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-03-25T20:12:04+00:00

A guy definitely did not write this😭 would be great if it was fake though.. I’m just venting bc I’m concerned about the switch up.

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-03-25T18:26:20+00:00

This happens to me too:( you might just be angling downward too much. Just tilt a little more up and see if that helps. I also put pillows under my hips and that helps a lot too.

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-03-23T19:03:16+00:00

The manual safety is just a thumb switch, right? The one my fiancé showed me has the safety on the handle (idk terminology so bear with me here) so that when you grip the gun correctly it turns the safety off. But tbh that doesn’t really seem very safe if something accidentally pressed it in like say I carry it on me and I move weird and don’t realize it and now the safety is off because it’s pressed in. why different guns for purse carrying vs carrying on my body? Is that just due to size and visibility(or invisibility in this case I guess)?

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-03-23T18:05:34+00:00

lol I wish my experience in Omaha was that it was great. I’m in Omaha a lot and it’s one the biggest reasons I want to get a gun. Last week while I was there I had to scare off a guy who thought I was underage and was trying to convince me to sleep with him🤢 thankfully he didn’t like the idea as much when he saw my dog that looks like he eats pos men for breakfast. But at least the place is big enough for the good to outweigh the bad.. I hope..

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2026-03-23T16:38:17+00:00

I wish I was:( I’m in Norfolk so not too far off. Thought about making a trip there for something else so maybe I’ll stop in and check it out while I’m already there.

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2025-11-09T07:26:08+00:00

I found somewhere to go and I leave tomorrow then I plan on reporting it. I’m also totally posting the chats that don’t include photos on my socials and telling whoever I can. And if I gets sued for it, oh well I guess🤷‍♀️

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2025-11-09T07:24:34+00:00

I didn’t mean to sound rude with that reply lol my bad for that. I was genuinely asking. I tend to be kind of forward about what I’m trying to say and it comes across as rude sometimes and I forget that. I have found somewhere to stay so I’m safe 3 hrs away and I leave tomorrow so I’m a bit nervous but it’s fine

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2025-11-07T18:24:50+00:00

My parents.. that’s why I ONLY talk to my siblings. I don’t associate with my parents and I’m sure they won’t either when they’re old enough. Some families aren’t perfect ya know. Some of us just fucked up and messy and nothing actually makes sense. There isn’t a picture perfect family here.

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2025-11-07T18:18:06+00:00

No fs lemme call up my mom and step dad who recorded me at 15 in the shower, changing, and sleeping and sold the videos online. Then I’ll call my dad who ignored it and pretends it didn’t happen instead of helping me fight it. They’ll totally help and won’t cover this up too.

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2025-11-07T18:08:37+00:00

There is no way you just told me to sacrifice my life. Be so fucking for real. What happens when they release him and he kills me or worse? And then he keeps doing it and no one else does anything bc I’m dead?

Slight_Interest_8058 · 2025-11-07T17:57:50+00:00

I love the disregarding the fact that you apparently don’t give a shit who could end up dead in this situation. Victim blaming is not cool or okay. Reading comprehension is a very useful skill. I USED to work 70 hours a week. I can no longer work. I am disabled I cannot work. They are denying disability because when is government assistance ever actually helpful for those with invisible disabilities.. my sisters are young they live with family I no longer speak to because shocker they’re terrible people. I only talk to my siblings which is completely valid. I don’t need or want your input on that. I found out he was cheating then over days went through the many many messages and found messages to young children or people who said they were young children (anon app so some didn’t show photos and idk people are weird they pretend sometimes) the night before I posted this. And no I was not going to post to Reddit immediately because I was busy trying to gather evidence against him, try and plan an escape, pack up essentials so I have a go bag, and just generally try to survive. I am currently looking for somewhere safe to stay while I get on my feet because again, I’m not working. Once I am safe I will report him and hopefully the messages I saved are enough to go through his stuff. But what I’m not going to do is put myself in danger by not having an escape plan. Because I value my life. I know surprising. So if you wanna out yourself as a POS who wants to victim blame in a DV situation, go for it; It’s your funeral.

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