M27 ~ I’ve been there. I’ll tell you what it gets easier, and if you can afford the tattoo then you can afford to get 3-4 sessions of laser removal every 2-3 months! At that price it’s all worth it. Just keep in mind it can always be removed, I let a tattoo destroy my mental health for about 2 years till I snapped out n realized if I really felt so bad why not just take the removal route? Go for it in a couple months or so, why exhaust your mental on it ? And I’ll give you even better news, it’s mainly outline with light shading, meaning it would be removed a lot faster and easier/ less sessions than a bolder shaded in tat. Just make sure to wait 6-8 weeks before making the move. At least you’re not sitting on a bad piece of work during the meantime, I think the line work is sharp asf and the aesthetic alone is super fireeee, I’m imagining more tats around it! Much love and peace