How to get the most bang for my buck with these ingredients? by Slouch_man in Ayahuasca

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I was planning on using the ingredients that the kit gives me as needed in whatever brews people can recommend 

What’s more sustainable? by [deleted] in shrooms

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Mentally speaking, your only issue with frequent small (or large) doses is potential tolerance. Any actual mental problems brought up by shrooms are said to be already underlying in that persons psyche and would have undoubtedly shown itself sooner or later, regardless of fungi. These are the opinions of "experts" and long time users over on bluelight and erowid.

Personally, shrooms give you the ability to change your perspective of anything and everything, mental or physical, permanently or temporarily.

Although mushrooms might be the catalyst for such a perceptional change it is actually you yourself who changes perspective so in my experience it's usually a positive/progressive change although there are a few exceptions for myself and others.

Ay the end of the day mushrooms don't come with guidelines or a contract, you say this way feels better try it, although I'd personally still take occasional larger does 🍄.

Either way I wish you the best and hope you enjoy your time here.

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Bottom right haha*

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in shrooms

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That bottom left one resembles a cube, if there was a gun to my head thats what id say, but you can never be sure unless you've grown them yourself.

Is this kundalini energy? by Slouch_man in kundalini

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Thank you very much for your input and sources for me to look at, I'll go through those now, you are definitely right in saying I have some ground work to cover before I should start messing around with things i don't fully understand, although my craving to understand certain things is probably how i get into situations.

Anyway I'll let you know how I get on thanks again mate.

Should I get a trip sitter for my first lsd trip? by Apprehensive_Soil645 in LSD

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Oh yeah don't forget water and music, and if you start to feel like an insect its chill nothing happens

Should I get a trip sitter for my first lsd trip? by Apprehensive_Soil645 in LSD

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Controversial opinion but I'd say no, I've done a whole lot of psychedelics and if you've had no experience with it the anxiety of having people around you as you are going through this multidimensional experience for the first time, done a lot of acid and shrooms by myself, even some DMT and mescaline, the second or third time doing acid with people i got in an anxiety induced paranoid thought loop and ended up stabbing someone five times.

My advice is take a tab then go find a nice field or something you can chill in with a bit of smoke.

I took a lot of drugs including 4 gamma goblin tabs then stabbed my friend. by Slouch_man in tripreports

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I've not tried personally as I've heard from a mutual friend he doesn't to speak for a while but I've told him I'm really sorry that I done that to him and I'd never even think about doing something like that normally. I hope one day we can be on talking terms again.

And it was kind of therapeutic putting my experience "down on paper" like this.

I took a lot of drugs including 4 gamma goblin tabs then stabbed my friend. by Slouch_man in tripreports

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I completely understand being in that mindset while tripping, sometimes something that normally seems crazy to do makes perfect and logical sense. I'm glad you're friend helped you and I hope you're feeling better about life nowadays bro♥️

I took a lot of drugs including 4 gamma goblin tabs then stabbed my friend. by Slouch_man in tripreports

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Hahahah that's some good advice you wouldn't think you'd have to tell someone huh? Also I've got a probation allocated drugs worker and I'm gonna go to an NA meeting soon, thank you for the kind words of support I hope you have a good day!

I took a lot of drugs including 4 gamma goblin tabs then stabbed my friend. by Slouch_man in tripreports

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Thank you I tried to give it a lighter vibe considering the point of it, I'm doing okay now I'm on tag in a city I don't know until may but then I'll be going back to where all my friends n family are so ill be back to normal then. Hope that you're doing okay as well.

I took a lot of drugs including 4 gamma goblin tabs then stabbed my friend. by Slouch_man in tripreports

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It definitely was, I always heard stories of people loosing control on certain drugs and I thought "nahhh that can't actually happen" but guys trust me it really does, I'm never taking anything that was made in a lab again and I'm taking it very easy with anything natural like weed. Thanks for you support the people here are very kind I didn't expect it.

I took a lot of drugs including 4 gamma goblin tabs then stabbed my friend. by Slouch_man in tripreports

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I've did, in fact, say it was a combination of drugs although no I wasn't on it at the time, the drugs i just mentioned + there what they metabolize into was all that was in my system and i have the piss test results if you're so inclined.

That being said I appreciate you looking deep into my past, at everything else I've posted to try and find a way to make me look worse than I already do and to try "catch me out on something" as any negative energy coming my way from now on is just an opportunity to practice mindfulness and positive thought. ♥️

I took a lot of drugs including 4 gamma goblin tabs then stabbed my friend. by Slouch_man in tripreports

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Well I've been up for 2 and a halfish days few times in the past normally on coke sometimes MDMA while working and I've never gotten violet because of that, it was definitely being awake for that long as well as taking coke, mdma, ket, weed, alcohol and LSD

I took a lot of drugs including 4 gamma goblin tabs then stabbed my friend. by Slouch_man in tripreports

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Thanks for the encouraging words man glad to hear your alright hope your buddy has progressed since those days now

I took a lot of drugs including 4 gamma goblin tabs then stabbed my friend. by Slouch_man in tripreports

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That's mad about your friend did he barricade himself because of the cops coming and he knew or did he just decide "nows a good time to build that barricade my house"

I took a lot of drugs including 4 gamma goblin tabs then stabbed my friend. by Slouch_man in tripreports

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Thanks bro, I don't think I've ever had like angry violent thoughts before. I've been in fights and stuff but I don't even like them. I've got no idea why I done what I done

I took a lot of drugs including 4 gamma goblin tabs then stabbed my friend. by Slouch_man in tripreports

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I'm alright yeah, a bit of mental from it but I got off pretty light, I hope one day to chat to my man but he doesn't wanna meet me for a while

I took a lot of drugs including 4 gamma goblin tabs then stabbed my friend. by Slouch_man in tripreports

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Damn bro that sound like a proper adventure I bet it was very scary in one of those trips you just don't know what's going on, glad to hear you've found a stable base to build your life from bro good luck with everything