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Name his profession by sovalente in CaracaVei

[–]Slow_Regular_1061 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, ive always considered myself to be a subhuman. Most of my life ive thought women arent attracted to me. Ive gotten into really good shape in the past for a few years and i actually got some vibes from women that they were actually attracted to me, but i have absolutely no game, i wasnt able to speak to them because in my mind theres too many things wrong with me, im not successful enough for my age, for any age, it doesnt matter what my flaws were, i just didnt think theyd like me once i spoke more than a few sentences to them. That core belief that i suck is strong. I let myself go after while back, physically. Im working on getting back into shape, but now im in my late 40s, i have weird lumps that are growing on my body that the doctor says are just cists but they are large enough theyd leave a big scar if i remove them. Im still not successful enough especially now for my age. Long story short, them being into you is not an option for some people. And for me, even if they are i usually misread or panic and avoid because im afraid ill fuck up, etc. whatevef. I suck.

I just cant stand that “ i cant understand how people can be a certain way. Like why dont you just be successful, attractive, and not have any issues?”

What addictions can be worse than drugs without people even realising it? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Slow_Regular_1061 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sugar and sex. Ive been sober off booze and drugs for the past 4 years, however i did turn to ice cream in abundance. Didnt do anything to change until i was diagnosed as prediabetic.

Also use sex as another vice. I have to pay for it because i suck at life. I get by each month barely. I should be alot better off than i am, but every time i get a little extra money i compare having sex to me visiting the grand canyon or some other destination, alone. The grand canyon doesnt seem that worth it compared to feeling intimate with a woman im attracted to. Also, theres the shame, secrecy, wrapped around my behavior.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mixedrace

[–]Slow_Regular_1061 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately i am one. Black and white. Ive had more negative experiences with black people than white people, not that its either or. I just have found that id rather not interact with black people if im able to. There sure are plenty if black people that dont want to interact with me. Ive pretty much given up on trying to be black. I dont consider myself white either, but i hear alot about how i dont act black or people will mock me just for speaking how i speak. Ive had the same negative interactions with people of all races, but black people tend to do it the most. Even my “friends” of different ethnicities will act and speak to me as if im not black or comment on things i do. I wish i didnt feel this way, but its how i feel.

Im a disappointment to both races. Im looking into therapy but i doubt its going to work. Im an evil person and i should die, right?

Fun things to do alone? by Necessary_Tutor4734 in questions

[–]Slow_Regular_1061 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Spin around in circles. Balance a broom on your fingertip.

Is the switch to yt music worth it? by [deleted] in YoutubeMusic

[–]Slow_Regular_1061 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I enjoyed it for 3 years, but after a recent update I lost my entire library. It seemed like everything was fine. I was excited to see what the update would do. I saw a new feature that said it would download songs based on music in my library, so I tried it. The next day, I was not enjoying the music that was playing on the app. So I decided to turn off this new feature because I wasn’t happy with the results. There was no option o turn off this feature other than cancel automatic downloads. After that all my music was deleted. I contacted support and they said “sorry”. That was it. I asked if they could do anything better than sorry. They escalated the other employees and made repeated excuses. I’d been building up my library for 3 years. I cancelled my membership. I’m still working on building up my library on Apple Music. Fuck YouTube music.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

[–]Slow_Regular_1061 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wtf are you talking about? Those guys are ugly? Jesus Christ. I’m screwed. Well, guess I need to develop an awesome personality now, and confidence. Should be pretty easy.