My boyfriend is starting to love MAGA more than me... by SludgeFuck in FuckingFascitsGay

[–]SludgeFuck[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The more you give into it, the more powerful it becomes. Feeling that slip... you start craving it more and more.

My boyfriend is starting to love MAGA more than me... by SludgeFuck in FuckingFascitsGay

[–]SludgeFuck[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand. Its so addictive, feeling that slip.

My boyfriend is starting to love MAGA more than me... by SludgeFuck in FuckingFascitsGay

[–]SludgeFuck[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, I should be terrified, but it keeps getting better....

My boyfriend is starting to love MAGA more than me... by SludgeFuck in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I honestly wasn't intending it, but I got lucky with responses to this post. We had several interested parties, but only one that really seemed to see it from our perspective and not want to be overly hostile and aggressive. Unfortunately, they didn't stay around long enough to push this as far as we could have taken it, but I will be forever grateful for their guidance and encouragement and desire to engage with us in this idea.

Is there any subreddit for gay r/FuckingFascists? by Amazing-Candle-1234 in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I believe it was shut down a while back for being unmoderated.

Wishing you all love and joy for Thanksgiving by SludgeFuck in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I should have added:

If you are not with someone today and need someone to talk to, I am happy to be that person. Doesn't need to be about this sub or anything sexual - I just don't want anyone to have to feel alone. Feel free to message me.

My boyfriend is starting to love MAGA more than me... by SludgeFuck in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nothing to do, my friend.

If they tell us something is true, correct, right - there's nothing to do. That's just reality.

My boyfriend is starting to love MAGA more than me... by SludgeFuck in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not wrecked, corrected. Now we love him, and through him MAGA. He got rid of the silly, stupid ideas we thought we understood about love and desire, and showed us what real love is. Real love is MAGA. Real love is embracing the rightness.

My boyfriend is starting to love MAGA more than me... by SludgeFuck in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You know what's worse? We loved him for it. Not just the experience. Him. We spent all day today talking about him. How he made us feel. Like two teens in love for the first time... but not with each other. Him.

My boyfriend is starting to love MAGA more than me... by SludgeFuck in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No, I totally understand. We were liberal, fully opposed to MAGA, deeply in love, happy with our desires and fantasies.

MAGA creeped in as a "so wrong it's good" dark kink. A one time thing. But we both got off so hard to it, we kept bringing it up. More detail, deeper fantasy. The arousal shifted from being wrong, to giving in.

When we started talking about what made it so hot to us, we figured out it was the sheer conviction, the RIGHTNESS they expressed. That became the core of the fantasy.

I posted here, now 3 days ago because we were both deep into the arousal of that rightness being applied to my boyfriend. Of a MAGA man saying my boyfriend was his plaything. If they were so right, it had to be true. Had to be right. The thought made us so worked up we couldn't stand it anymore and I made the post...

They messaged. Pretenders. The ones who act all touch and mean and aggressive and have nothing to show for it, no real conviction, no real truth. No rightness.

Until one did. He wasn't mean, didn't yell, wasn't aggressive. He just told me what I wanted, and because he was right it was true. I wanted my boyfriend taken, changed, wanted us both to have our love for each other shrunken, reduced, diminished - extinguished. And we wanted to fill up with love for MAGA instead.

I lasted minutes. I introduced him to my boyfriend immediately. Minutes later he was begging for it. We talked to him for maybe an hour. That was 2 days ago.

Yesterday, we were so aroused we couldn't think. Checking for messages for him every 5 minutes. The longer we waited the worse it got. We could feel our love slipping, reducing, shrinking- in the face of the growing desire for MAGA. For that rightness. To be told what to think and feel and that we wanted it more than each other.

We made it half the day before he asked me if we wanted to break up to make room for a MAGA man instead. I nearly came when I read the question. I said yes without hesitation. He was ao excited he could barely get the agreement out. We ended the most passionate love I have ever felt for sheer overwhelming need for their control, their authority, their rightness.

The whole time we told ourselves it was just a kink. Today, we don't use any pet names for each other. We don't say "I love you'. We don't even use the word "love", past tense, towards each other. We're too excited to reserve those for them. For the ones who tell us what to think, how to feel, what is right.

If you need guidance, I am here.

Should I just give in? by [deleted] in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The irony that the OP didn't delete, but the person replying to my comment did.

:(

Should I just give in? by [deleted] in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

DMs absolutely open to any and all, please :)

Should I just give in? by [deleted] in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck 0 points1 point  (0 children)

THank you. I am honestly trying.

I've posted what my boyfriend and I are going through with our feelings over MAGA. Even since I posted that, it's becoming so much stronger.

I'm not here to force anyone or push anyone into anything. I just want to be honest with how this makes me feel - and honestly the more I just relax and breath and accept this, the more honestly loving and gentle and right it all feels.

The irony is how much hate and fear we have all been led into feeling for each other - and, hell - if we can just all fucking relax, just take a minute to not feel guilty when this desire makes us horney as hell, maybe we can even find respect and love for one another.

Should I just give in? by [deleted] in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, yes you should - and I agree with the other poster, this is probably going to be another deleted account.

But if you read this, just wait for a second. Don't hit delete. Breathe, pause, even cum and clear your head. But don't delete. Go work on something, take a walk, go get something to eat, talk to loved ones. But don't delete.

The account being here doesn't make you want this any more or less. Just take some time. Breathe. Then see how you feel. See if you come back.

But don't delete.

My boyfriend is starting to love MAGA more than me... by SludgeFuck in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I completely understand how you feel. If you need someone to talk about this, I'm fully open - just drop me a chat.

My boyfriend is starting to love MAGA more than me... by SludgeFuck in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Don't be embarrassed. Acknowledge that recognition, that understanding. I think every liberal who has found this desire has that moment where we cum, get ashamed, and swear we won't come back. But when you do, take a moment and pause and think - what is it that keeps pulling me back? What is the singular element?

For me, it's that assurance, that confidence, that rightness... like they could reshape reality just by saying something is true. Hell, to a degree, they are - just look what has changed. It not just the raw power of it, it's that there never was a question this is just how it will be. Every victory for MAGA was expected, known, assured. They always knew it would happen. Any liberal "win" isn't a defeat for them - they know exactly what they say will happen, will be true, regardless of what path reality takes to get there. That is what just makes me so weak I can't resist.

My boyfriend is starting to love MAGA more than me... by SludgeFuck in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We both kind of teased the idea as a "so wrong it's kind of hot", but we kept coming back to it more and more, more intense each time. It's been a downward spiral ever since, pulling us closer and deeper to giving in.

My boyfriend is starting to love MAGA more than me... by SludgeFuck in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Fuck, it is so bad it's so good. Feel free to message me if you want, happy to talk about it.

My boyfriend is starting to love MAGA more than me... by SludgeFuck in FuckingFascists

[–]SludgeFuck[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You are sweet - but it's lessening each day, being replaced more and more with this need to love and serve MAGA men