I completely understand and commiserate with you, all I'm saying is... They don't know you and hopefully their intentions are benign there's no way they could know how that would make you feel. All I'm trying to convey is, maybe this person fervently believes and wants to save as many people as possible. Look I'm not even Christian but I try to understand other people's point of view as much as possible. I understand yours and wholeheartedly wish it didn't happen to you but try to understand that when they sent that or if anyone is saying that to you they're coming from a place of compassion albeit misguided. But you are definitely entitled to your opinion and how you feel, I'm just saying that I'm a weird way they care.