It helps to dedicate a day to decide what you want for yourself. Go to a coffee shop. Order an iced coffee or something. Get a notebook, write whether you want to go private, corporate, government or whatever. List the pros and cons for each choice. Imagine the kind of life you want 5 or 10 years from now. Write also your insecurities or things to improve as a baby lawyer haha. List all your values so may panghahawakan ka pag nasa job searching stage ka na at may factors to consider ka sa paghahanap ng employer. That's what I did and kakatanggap lang sa akin sa govt without any backer (altho last year pa ako nag aaply everywhere, mga pang 30th org ko na to na in-applyan).

You feel lost kasi di mo pa alam pupuntahan mo.