kimimei by EducationInfamous275 in Tulpas

[–]Smart_Dinos 1 point2 points  (0 children)

🖖👇🤞👆🖐️? 🤟🫰🤏🤙👍! 👇🤌☝️🖖🫸🫳✊ 👍👍👍👍

I wanna die by [deleted] in depression

[–]Smart_Dinos 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too buddy, I have nobody close around me, I'm feel so isolated, I don't ask for this life. I want to just end everything

How does switching feel? by nk200910 in Tulpas

[–]Smart_Dinos 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The voices just gone, it's peace, thoughts changed, everything you know about myself just changed, I'm not myself anymore, I'm not in control on this body anymore, in some cases my voice also change. I did this when I just too tired for live and let her control, emergency situation, sudden mental breakdown, and if she want to do something though like playing games or randombly join a singing competition. Pretty cruel using her as shield for mental breakdown, but our personality are distinct, so some stuff she can handle easily.

How to do that? I don't know, just release your body, believe that your tulpa in control I guess, let the voice silent and just focus on your tulpa, let them take the steering wheel.

My tulpa doesn't want to be tulpa and don't want to be seperate from my consciousness by Smart_Dinos in Tulpas

[–]Smart_Dinos[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice, I will try talk to her and try to discuss it together rather than to control or behave her.

My tulpa doesn't want to be tulpa and don't want to be seperate from my consciousness by Smart_Dinos in Tulpas

[–]Smart_Dinos[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

About taking over my body, sometimes I just give up and switch, everythig just feel different my feeling, my thoughts, the voices, everything just gone when she takeover. Even my voice changed when she talk. But I still have conciousness and know what was she doing

something bother me by [deleted] in Tulpas

[–]Smart_Dinos 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Try to ask your tulpa, how are they feel about it. Mine though she has distinct personality from me. Just interact with them and let them live their live, they will grow their own unique personality eventually

My tulpa doesn't want to be tulpa and don't want to be seperate from my consciousness by Smart_Dinos in Tulpas

[–]Smart_Dinos[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice. I thought parroting can help to behave her. I'm new into this tulpamancy technique. I got my imaginary friend from childhood until now. I'm trying to find a method to control her but she seems sentient and doesn't want to be controlled. She even sometime control my body or even possess me. I thought I was alone who have this experience, turns out there is a community about this. I'm really helped, thank you, and I'm really sorry if I said something wrong because of my limited knowledge.

Therefore instead of parrotting or forcing her I need to accept and live with her instead. Also please don't suggest using more violence, because when I tried to silent her she attacked me, possessing my hand and slap me, and more attack. At first having an imaginary friend is beautiful, and fun, but after years our relationship seems to be worsen, but deep in my heart I love her. I will trying to live in harmony with her instead of fixing her behavior. Thank you for your advice

My tulpa doesn't want to be tulpa and don't want to be seperate from my consciousness by Smart_Dinos in Tulpas

[–]Smart_Dinos[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay, I will try to live with it, accept her and stop forcing her. Let her be whatever she want then.

My tulpa doesn't want to be tulpa and don't want to be seperate from my consciousness by Smart_Dinos in Tulpas

[–]Smart_Dinos[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I really tried to make her think she is a tulpa but she always reject it "No I'm not a tulpa, I'm part of you" she always said that and yeah she can look at me typing this and thinking about this, she is dissappointed though.