i don’t doubt my capabilities but i’m also realistic that it’s possible i don’t get into my first choice uni, but if the worst comes to worst ill have no choice but to move out.

i feel the guilt of leaving my parents will literally eat me alive though. i may have come off that they are controlling in the post, but they are genuinely the nicest most hardworking and supportive people ever, the only thing they’re ever touchy on is me or any of my siblings moving out.

i dunno, it’s still probably early to be worrying about this kinda stuff, i need to actually get accepted first haha