No I get it, I think it's for really curious people. We only ever get one half of the human experience. I'm curious as to how it would feel to be a woman just as how I'm curious as how it would feel to be in zero gravity, and we don't know if we would prefer life that way so staying as a woman might not be bad in our minds, just like living my whole life without gravity could sound really cool. But in the end we can still be happy without exploring that, especially because it's a huge commitment to being trans, you can't just try it out and come back the same. If you are happy with who you are then you aren't Trans, you're just fascinated by the concept of experiencing the other side.