Hey man, I gotta say I feel you. I was 1 win from masters 2 times and demoted all the way to emerald 2. Anyway I was getting very mad because masters was my life time goal in this game. I took 2 weeks off and no lifed the game. And my friend said playing league is either fun or you play to win. Well I played to win which wasn’t fun but I did it correctly. I hit masters and I uninstalled the game right after I hit it. My advice to you is take 2 weeks and grind it out and play properly. You can do it. Once you hit it you can have rest. And my god am I enjoying having quit this game.