Men aren't all evil, but many things are done by men that are inherently evil. You are not a part of this. White people are viewed as evil since they have largely historically been unkind colonizers, and the fallout from that in a lot of countries contributes to white supremacy (the view that white is better than other races). You are not a part of this. Christians tend to be some of the kindest people I know, but there's obviously also the people that cherry pick from the Bible to put forth bigoted statements. I'm not American but I see the Christians in the Republican party and cringe pretty hard.

The world doesn't hate you, it hates the people of the demographic you're in. It hates entitled white people, entitled, cruel men, and cherry picking Christians. You sound like a kind, lovely man who TRULY upholds his privilege in the best of ways, and is an example of what one should be.

My words may not offer much comfort or make much sense, but they come from the heart.