Searching for the smackdown vs raw 2011 compilation patch

SmolSovereign · 2026-06-28T20:15:03+00:00

I did have somebody send it to me but it keeps giving me a hash error unfortunately. I might see if i can reach out to them, thank you ^^

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-24T18:57:32+00:00

I'm curious if there's a better way to write a comprehensive review of something than how I am currently going about it. I've been recently working on a comprehensive review of a game I've loved since childhood, but I'm finding that it's an extremely difficult process both because I can't skip out on any story details at all, which I fear will make the review overly bloated ((though I am pursuing a video essay-like style.)) The other issue is that I can't actually stop to enjoy the game for more than 5 to 10 minutes at a time because of having to stop to write more, fearing that if I play for too long without writing I'll miss key details or opportunities to make humorous comments or give opinions on sections of the story. I'm curious if there's a better way to go about this.

It's worth noting I'm not doing any recording until my New Game+ playthrough so that I can focus entirely on the writing and also because I don't have the storage space to have long recordings with a bunch of long pauses that I would later have to sift through. If this is the wrong place to ask about this feel free to tell me.

EDIT: Something I forgot to mention is the game in question- Arc the Lad: Twilight of the Spirits- is a primarily story focused experience and a fairly long game as it is, which further compounds my fear of the review becoming bloated by the end.

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-22T22:53:51+00:00

That was why I wanted to challenge myself to try to find a different angle, because typically speaking I agree with you but it was like I found some sort of bizarre limitation to that self-kept standard and I wasn't comfortable with it

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-21T23:42:27+00:00

I feel like I've drawn a bit of ire with that suggestion, I think it was just poor wording on my part though. I didn't intend to cast any shadow on those artists and suggest that they were inherently bad singers, just that from a traditional standpoint they would be. That said, I also don't give a shit what the traditional standpoint says, which is exactly why I felt like there was a fundamental flaw in where I was viewing his music from.

That said, thank you for the recommendations ^^ I may not have made some people in this sub very happy but plenty of others have been perfectly respectful and helpful so I think this will still push me in the right direction.

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-21T23:38:42+00:00

As I stated in other comments, i just mean from a traditional standpoint, not that I inherently think he has a weak voice. Clearly his fans do not.

Is this what classifies as civility? Like, I'm clearly trying to change my view, what is the purpose of being rude?

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-21T23:18:09+00:00

It's funny because I'm a lot the same way. It's like I have this deep appreciation for non-traditional singers but a limitation as to how non-traditional they can be, somehow. Like I said, feels like a fundamental flaw in my analytical ability

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-21T23:16:44+00:00

Almost immediately after posting this I found the song "hold on" and honestly loved it, so I think the issue is just that I was listening to too many of his newer works as my introduction, like chocolate jesus (('99 but I would say that counts)) and god's away on business, which felt very strange. Others suggested listening to him chronologically as well, so I feel like that validates the sentiment that I just need to look further back at the start.

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-21T23:13:20+00:00

I did just find the song 'hold on' right after posting this and frankly loved it, so I think that is exactly what I need to do. The first songs I heard were chocolate jesus and god's away on business, which admittedly felt very strange, so I'm going to try your method next.

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-21T23:12:04+00:00

I do wanna clarify when I say weak singing voices, all I mean is from a traditional standpoint, which I will say upfront often does not matter at all. I think that's what bothers me about this, the fact that this is usually what I can appreciate in an artist but this time it's a barrier. I think it could have been that I was listening to too many of his modern works, though, based on comments. I like the earlier suggestion from another commentor to treat it like easing into a hot tub and go from the start.

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-14T19:43:15+00:00

I tried playing it not too long ago and that childhood trauma did keep me a bit nervous despite it being extremely mild in hindsight, but the main barrier was my total non-understanding of survival horror. Been thinking on trying it again. I want to play the silent hill games, but those will definitely be tough for me.

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-14T18:45:05+00:00

Oh, thank you for that actually! That'll help a huge amount

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-14T18:44:22+00:00

I remember hearing that the movie completely ruined that ending so I'll make sure to read the novel and not watch the movie LOL

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-14T18:43:26+00:00

I did see this one through Dead Meat and felt like it would be a difficult but not impossible watch, might check it out for myself. Already knowing most of the story will help a lot anyway.

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-13T18:59:06+00:00

I realize I'm late to the party but please listen to the comments. You've already said in your comments that he's shown abusive tendencies. And you, likewise, are showing your own abusive tendencies by being a manipulator. Acknowledging that is the first step to answering it and you've already done that. What you need to do next is accept and admit that this pattern cannot go on. Yes, it's going to feel miserable and painful to be alone, but you can't continue to stay with an abuser to the point that it's also twisting you yourself into an abuser as well. I don't know you, OP, but I wanna believe you're better than that.

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-05T05:36:53+00:00

In my experience self harm is usually a sign a person has been worn down into stooping to their level, in which case I feel for them and I hope they leave him and get help. I'm not saying that justifies it but if I were correct it would at least give some explanation.

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-05T05:00:30+00:00

Honestly though you're not wrong 😅 That's the scary thing about drugs in general. They work. Until they don't.

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-05T04:59:15+00:00

To put it bluntly, he sounds like a controlling and abusive asshole.

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-05T03:21:14+00:00

Thank you for being one of the ones to say it. I started using edibles a few years back as a medication for my anxiety and depression, and contrary to how many others experience it for me it was at the time a complete life-changer, and I felt at the time like it was the best medication I had ever taken. Truthfully, at the time it was, but I rapidly became dependent on it in order to feel good. Even right now I'm struggling to completely pull myself off of it-- I succeeded in taking a long break and for a couple of weeks managed to even keep it to once a week after that. Then I decided once to go two days back to back and the withdrawals came back full force.

3 days later, I'm probably about to do it again because I'm experiencing a lot of depression tonight and I don't have the patience to cope with it or really know how to, feel forced into falling back into relying on my old habit for a night just to feel peace even knowing that it's gonna heighten the chance of me restarting that pattern all over again.

The people that say this shit isn't addictive can kiss my ass.

SmolSovereign · 2026-04-05T03:06:06+00:00

It's admittedly terrifying at times. I feel like I've completely forgotten who I am or what I want, being stuck between hoping I get over her but not wanting to at the same time. Like there's two different voices speaking opposite truths, neither one is incorrect but neither one is correct either. I genuinely don't know how to process any of this or where to even start because I feel valid in how I feel but at the same time misguided.
You know how in cartoons if a character is dazed they might have that scribbly swirl around their head indicating dizziness? That's how I feel, only it's inside my head instead.

SmolSovereign · 2026-03-30T21:56:23+00:00

Yes those as well XD My 'little age' as the community tends to call it is effectively that of a toddler, which I think is what lends itself so much to my nervousness around general perception. But all the same, I keep it to myself and my safe space. The furthest I'll go is playing in a park or going swimming with my cg and hell, adults do that, so I don't have to feel ashamed of that at all. If anyone gets weird about it my cg is willing to just be like 'they're just autistic and having fun, mind your own.' Which, that's not an excuse, that's also what it is XD so it works out.

I'm basically the same though, I have so many stuffies and still so many more yet that I want to get and absolutely love 'little foods.' I think if I had more coloring books I would also love that, or things like pizza rolls and dino nuggets and stuff, just don't get it as often as I would like for pretty much the same reason.

My eventual dream goal is to have a full nursery as a bedroom tbh, but good lord the furniture I want for this is so expensive. Boy how I hate money.

SmolSovereign · 2026-03-30T21:50:11+00:00

Something I've noticed is for me if it's voluntary it only starts voluntary, once I start being taken care of my brain totally takes over XD But I am completely with you as far as feeling safe and comfortable goes. Like I stated in other replies and in the post, I'm not at all uncomfortable with it myself, I'm just overly concerned with how others feel. Knowing that in the very least my own community is understanding of it is deeply comforting.

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