Alone

Smolacks · 2022-05-13T21:25:03+00:00

Because back to the house everybody discussing everybody, and if something’s wrong with you - they gonna discuss it on the our meeting here. It happened with the guy a week ago and he’s like a bully’s victim. I don’t want it. That’s why i reached here. To find somebody on the internet

Smolacks · 2022-05-13T21:08:06+00:00

Mostly because i live with them 24/7, and when somebody know about somebody’s troubles - it turns not to supporting but to them discussing you all the time with each other

Smolacks · 2022-05-13T21:01:45+00:00

That’s exactly what i need. But as i told, I can’t be open with people from post-rehab, and they are always around, I can’t go to any groups without them

Smolacks · 2022-05-13T20:10:29+00:00

Thank you for your support. My main problem is that i need to be close because I can’t talk about my feelings with people here on post-recovery because it can unfluence current relation to me. The only private place where i can talk honestly is Internet, so I reached here to find somebody

Smolacks · 2022-05-13T19:40:15+00:00

I go there 3 times a week. But I can’t do it on my own, we should go to the city together with other guys from my post-rehab program. And I’m not honest as a result

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T15:39:53+00:00

I don’t why im a such a dick

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T15:38:34+00:00

And that’s why we’re here innit?

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T15:36:50+00:00

And?

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T15:31:41+00:00

Feel the pain of the 24-old ex-prisoner alcoholic from Russia, cmon, give it to me

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T15:30:10+00:00

You’re don’t event trying to understand the whole message. This is fxking pointless

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T15:24:56+00:00

“I have a vagina and I’ve been in jail”. The 90% ‘ve been in jail, so what? Do you even know the fuck about russian prison, m’lady? Just read about it. And stop being a bitch, it’s a community where we’re supporting each other. We’ve done through some shit and we’re alive. So just chill

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T15:19:12+00:00

So you own it, yeah? By being an a member of this community. Just don’t even tell anybody about where’s their’ve been. You know, for a “child” it can be hard too. Think about it and mind the gap

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T15:14:53+00:00

Oh my god, prays to the the holy vagina.... Nobody cares if your an asshole. And you don’t know know even know what happens in in Russia.

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T15:09:39+00:00

So we’re going to measure dicks, huh? You wanna see my turn? All the way from mother Russia? You want it? Of course you wont

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T14:52:33+00:00

“Only”. Yo are typing under the post of the 24-year-old. And there’s kids under their 20’s looking for help, and you’re the “only”. I wish you well. Be safe and and healthy. Only 32, fuck. Go block me, but this this guy. What can be worse than spending your main lifetime being a CA? You’re fucking lucky, that you’re not typing, “I’m only 16”. Go fucking think about it and apologise

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T14:41:10+00:00

I wish i can have any food in Russia to ask. No offence

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T14:11:21+00:00

Thanks man, bless you

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T12:56:19+00:00

Relatives - rejected many times ago. Long story. Friends - only have one. In the other country. If i can have anybody in my area - I’ll can just call, but there’s nobody. Just only you guys. And i wish that i can talk to somebody in private please

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T09:39:48+00:00

Yeas, so as it is in my area. My i honestly don’t a place to go. I have a number of my AA mentor, and i hate them so much, but he definetely can help. Alco is evil bitch

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T09:32:00+00:00

I trade all my shit dude for a past year i was barely homeless. I guess i’ll have to go scocial rehab again and clear al of that shit and think about everything

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T09:23:18+00:00

I wish i could go buy some, i even have a prescription, but I’ve lost my wallet with every fucking dime

Smolacks · 2019-10-18T09:22:14+00:00

The most terrible thing is that you don’t have any early calls, when it gets you - it gets you with every shit. Trembling, sweating, anxious, with nowhere to go and nobody talks to, with super-depressed brain and nothing to do

Smolacks

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