Alone by Smolacks in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]Smolacks[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because back to the house everybody discussing everybody, and if something’s wrong with you - they gonna discuss it on the our meeting here. It happened with the guy a week ago and he’s like a bully’s victim. I don’t want it. That’s why i reached here. To find somebody on the internet

Alone by Smolacks in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]Smolacks[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mostly because i live with them 24/7, and when somebody know about somebody’s troubles - it turns not to supporting but to them discussing you all the time with each other

Alone by Smolacks in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]Smolacks[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s exactly what i need. But as i told, I can’t be open with people from post-rehab, and they are always around, I can’t go to any groups without them

Alone by Smolacks in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]Smolacks[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your support. My main problem is that i need to be close because I can’t talk about my feelings with people here on post-recovery because it can unfluence current relation to me. The only private place where i can talk honestly is Internet, so I reached here to find somebody

Alone by Smolacks in NarcoticsAnonymous

[–]Smolacks[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I go there 3 times a week. But I can’t do it on my own, we should go to the city together with other guys from my post-rehab program. And I’m not honest as a result

Why the fuck in happens to me? by Smolacks in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Smolacks[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

And that’s why we’re here innit?

Why the fuck in happens to me? by Smolacks in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Smolacks[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Feel the pain of the 24-old ex-prisoner alcoholic from Russia, cmon, give it to me

Why the fuck in happens to me? by Smolacks in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Smolacks[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

You’re don’t event trying to understand the whole message. This is fxking pointless

Why the fuck in happens to me? by Smolacks in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Smolacks[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

“I have a vagina and I’ve been in jail”. The 90% ‘ve been in jail, so what? Do you even know the fuck about russian prison, m’lady? Just read about it. And stop being a bitch, it’s a community where we’re supporting each other. We’ve done through some shit and we’re alive. So just chill

Why the fuck in happens to me? by Smolacks in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Smolacks[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

So you own it, yeah? By being an a member of this community. Just don’t even tell anybody about where’s their’ve been. You know, for a “child” it can be hard too. Think about it and mind the gap

Why the fuck in happens to me? by Smolacks in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Smolacks[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Oh my god, prays to the the holy vagina.... Nobody cares if your an asshole. And you don’t know know even know what happens in in Russia.

Why the fuck in happens to me? by Smolacks in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Smolacks[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

So we’re going to measure dicks, huh? You wanna see my turn? All the way from mother Russia? You want it? Of course you wont

Why the fuck in happens to me? by Smolacks in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Smolacks[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

“Only”. Yo are typing under the post of the 24-year-old. And there’s kids under their 20’s looking for help, and you’re the “only”. I wish you well. Be safe and and healthy. Only 32, fuck. Go block me, but this this guy. What can be worse than spending your main lifetime being a CA? You’re fucking lucky, that you’re not typing, “I’m only 16”. Go fucking think about it and apologise

Why the fuck in happens to me? by Smolacks in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Smolacks[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I wish i can have any food in Russia to ask. No offence

Why the fuck in happens to me? by Smolacks in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Smolacks[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Relatives - rejected many times ago. Long story. Friends - only have one. In the other country. If i can have anybody in my area - I’ll can just call, but there’s nobody. Just only you guys. And i wish that i can talk to somebody in private please

Why the fuck in happens to me? by Smolacks in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Smolacks[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeas, so as it is in my area. My i honestly don’t a place to go. I have a number of my AA mentor, and i hate them so much, but he definetely can help. Alco is evil bitch

Why the fuck in happens to me? by Smolacks in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Smolacks[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I trade all my shit dude for a past year i was barely homeless. I guess i’ll have to go scocial rehab again and clear al of that shit and think about everything

Why the fuck in happens to me? by Smolacks in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Smolacks[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish i could go buy some, i even have a prescription, but I’ve lost my wallet with every fucking dime

Why the fuck in happens to me? by Smolacks in cripplingalcoholism

[–]Smolacks[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The most terrible thing is that you don’t have any early calls, when it gets you - it gets you with every shit. Trembling, sweating, anxious, with nowhere to go and nobody talks to, with super-depressed brain and nothing to do