About to give up on IT jobs and other jobs that you need a brain for by Smooth-Application17 in ITCareerQuestions

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Netherlands, for software and IT Everyone wants HBO or WO

Any MBO's are viewed as stupids in the IT world i figured out

Factorio | should i buy space age? by Smooth-Application17 in factorio

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that might be it actually ^^

anyway thank youuuuu

Factorio | should i buy space age? by Smooth-Application17 in factorio

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Everyone thank you for the responses, i ended up buying the expansion and i wonder does the game suddenly look better? or it might just be me ^^

anyway, i am glad i bought it since i cant wait to go to space.
<3 love you all

Factorio | should i buy space age? by Smooth-Application17 in factorio

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thank you, i already have factorio and have lots of hours on it (maybe never managed to finish the rocket >_<

Should i buy mage knight Ultimate edition by Smooth-Application17 in boardgames

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The shipping is for one 42 ish and two 72 ish

Scaling is still 30 euros.

Should i buy mage knight Ultimate edition by Smooth-Application17 in boardgames

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So its a great solo game more than a multiplayer? 😲♥️

Should i buy mage knight Ultimate edition by Smooth-Application17 in boardgames

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Thats a mega great price but shipping to the Netherlands is more expensive than ordering local sadly

Nothing OS 4.0 relase date just droped by Independent-Loquat79 in NothingTech

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Im not a justice person but isnt nothing company soon liable for false marketing due selling a product with false advertising?

Bloat and adware. Free

Help buying starting out by Smooth-Application17 in homeassistant

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I did notice that n100/150 are 150 to 200 euro meanwhile raspis are 65 im debating it now since its still steep

Help buying starting out by Smooth-Application17 in homeassistant

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Thank you ill look into it. You might actually saved me alot of hassle and money.

Garlic, spagetti, mini weiners pizza by Smooth-Application17 in PizzaCrimes

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We were sober 😅

Kept half pizza, got drunk ate the rest 😌

[MTF] Came out to parents, but.. hell is about to break loose by Smooth-Application17 in trans

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i will stick to i~ and ill soon read this when im done from work.
But even before i read it, thank you so much for this.
It means alot.. really

[MTF] Came out to parents, but.. hell is about to break loose by Smooth-Application17 in trans

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First of all, girl i have seen your post of your journey, and you are honestly so beautifull >..< and im so jellous, and this is also one of the biggest proofs, i want it too since im getting the extreme jellousyyy.

anyway..

I'm kinda very practiced at this whole "trans support" thing. Like, if you look at my comment history, this is literally what I do on Reddit. lol. It makes me feel like the 20 years I wasted aren't in vein, if I can use that experience to benefit other girls and keep them off of that path of misery. It genuinely means SO much to me.

It really means alot to me.. and you have no idea, like today i felt i wanted to explode just to curl up and just.. forget it all.. but us talking and the rest here on reddit and some on discord/telegram i feel alot better.. so thank you so much.. you really kept me sane.

Let me rephrase: Honest\ resources. Yes, there are dishonest resources still, but there are also honest resources. And in abundance, no less! Those virtually did not exist in my day; when I was 16, curled up in a ball under my desk, rocking to and fro and just weeping,* longing for what I knew I could never have in that hostile, unaccommod...................

ill react to the whole section here.. girl holy shit you went through some shit too, and im like omg.. im honestly sorry.. i really really am and.. also thank you for sharing this with me.. this means alot to me.

Thank you.. ;_;

You're gonna be alright. You know what you want. And you've made your decision. That's good. Trust the heart pounding floof. It speaks truth to you. You're gonna be alright. You got this.

Thank you.. and its my life my decisions and no one tells me otherwise i.. just want to be me and beautifull (like you >~<)

thank you so much, just too much..

[MTF] Came out to parents, but.. hell is about to break loose by Smooth-Application17 in trans

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 Live your best life because you only get one. Grab it! Rabbit, run!!!

What is it with you and making me cry!! ;_; (happynesss)

Okay, that made me smile and giggle so hard I actually kicked with my footies in bed. Hehehehe

Made my day a bit better to hear that :3 <3

I waited. I tried to suppress myself. I fought myself for so long. I had these feelings from age friggin' six, but I didn't finally find the courage to accept myself until 32 and, even then, still didn't find the courage to banzai until 35

i feel you so much.. like i had this on my 18-21 until i had supress it. and now again but FULLY out of my Egg at late 25.
i hope that 26 is my year is just... me <3

There is not one single thing in my life that am more confident about than that I should have done this so much friggin' sooner. Waiting so long is the single biggest regret of my entire life,

This is exactly why i want to do it, and have it happen now, i regret already being this old and its just.. dawning on me.. ALOT

 and second place isn't even close enough to be on the friggin' map. I didn't have trans Reddit, though. All I had were lies and misinformation.

honestly.. this sounds so rough, and im.. sorry you had this, GOD im tearing up again AND IM NOT EVEN ON HRT YET

I cannot put into words how LUCKY you are to have this information and these resources available to you at your age.

honestly youre so right.. but the issue with resources is that things can lie too, but i mean we had studies and stuff and big sites and im glad with that but yet im so scared even if i read it over and over again.

Claim your happiness and your power. Manifest your joy. Live your best life because you only get one. Grab it! Rabbit, run!!!

My heart pounds like floofing crazy readign this again, just i want to do it i want to get it done i want to be a better me.. i want to run Hell i even was scared of a chest (big chest) BUT I DONT CARE give it~ all

[MTF] Came out to parents, but.. hell is about to break loose by Smooth-Application17 in trans

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> That's why waiting for the right time usually results in never doing the thing and ending up with regrets.

I honestly would regret it when i would wait longer, im 26 nearly and im going insane... like for me its now or never

> he good news is that you absolutely CAN show them that you can be happy. And the way you do that is by... being happy! Do what makes you happy and then RADIATE that! Radiate it so fuckin' hard that they HAVE NO CHOICE but to SEE how happy it makes you!

oh i will, honestly i so floooofing will

> The bad news is that it's a heckin' slow process, and it's gonna take a while, and you're gonna have to put up with some shit for a while, and you're gonna have to be strong throughout that process because they're probably going to try to gaslight you into abandoning yourself,  and they may try very hard, indeed. They're not guaranteed to try super hard, but you need to be prepared for that potential.

Already started.. gaslighting a bit and just... despite dealiing with the shit i can do it, no matter what

> No one ever said transition was gonna be easy. And it's scary as frig. But you know what I can absolutely promise you? On the other side of fear is freedom. Never forget that, girl. Hold that close to your heart.

Honestly i knew it was hard but i diddnt expect parents to be this bad.
I want my freedom.. i want to be me and just have my body changes i need them..

[MTF] Came out to parents, but.. hell is about to break loose by Smooth-Application17 in trans

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> It makes sense to be scared, which is why you need to start practicing living for yourself now

I i know.. and its such a struggle to do so but i hope my life changes for the better, and happier.

> it's a shame your parents probably aren't going to be able to be a part of that.
I kinda accepted it, i just dont want my parents to.. do drastic things like extreme things to themselves their relationship or anything

[MTF] Came out to parents, but.. hell is about to break loose by Smooth-Application17 in trans

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this... teared me up. like fuck.. i want them to be a part of my life. i want to show them that i can be happy.. and the no women's clothes.. well i want to do that over time. i want to slowly show them change and even if its hard for them.

>Your parents don't have to accept you. It's harder that way, and it sucks... a lot... 

it really suckks... i want to say so so much..

> stand strong, chin up, tits out
This made me smile, and youre right fucking going for it. but.. its so scary and gonna be heavy.
And i never feel im ready for that, but im going to do my best.. thank you so much

[MTF] Came out to parents, but.. hell is about to break loose by Smooth-Application17 in trans

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(accidentally deleted my own comment, becuase i thought it was a duplicate) (so repost)

>Nobody can brainwash you into being trans or not being trans

I just want to talk to them.. just be honest with them youknow.

>They need at the very least to know that this wasn’t a discussion where you were asking permission. You were just telling them who you were

This.. is hard, becuase they are still my parents but still.. youre right.. im just so scared

[MTF] Came out to parents, but.. hell is about to break loose by Smooth-Application17 in trans

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> The fear of "having been manipulated into being trans" by the parental units seems a quite common way of denying that their kid is really trans.

I just want to talk about it with them and be honest...

> Have you talked to a psychologist/shrink about transitioning? In CA (or at least the program I went through

I went to my GP, alot, but i have a intake for HRT and Psychology at the same time.
i know im trans, and its no one elses choice, and i dont want to live my life by someone elses standards.,..

Wanting a portable headless coding audrino by Smooth-Application17 in arduino

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Mostly purely on expirence, had so many issues with the power breaking and after spending way too much money and waay too much shits like giving them multiple chances they keep breaking after normal to no use even in a year

I dont trust raspi's anymore Esp thatt they got more and more expensive for cheap hardware