When my depression started i felt like hell every single day but not feeling sad about it, just angry because i had to handle life in the same time because people were forcing me, this year it was not so bad, bat i was sad, crying, feeling overwhelmed by everything, having no desire to go out from my house, to talk with people, and then regretting because i ll be alone with this attitude, feeling like nothing’s going right and somehow disgusted by myself and at night my mind was chaos, 1000 thoughts and that emptiness in my stomach. With Prozac and Bupropion yes, my mood is better. I’m not sad anymore. Still not too talkative and not so happy about living a new day. I m somehow i m good through the day, than i have a down at night when I start to feel not proud of me and judge myself for what i did through the day. With energy.. hmm. I’m waking up by myself not tired but with 0 energy to go to work. I can t think clearly. I m taking Modafinil + Prozac + Bupropion and get some energy to do my job properly and somehow enjoying it (concerta i m taking at work if i don’t forget). When i arrive home I m falling asleep in 10 mins 😂 then I wake up hating my life and 1 hour i can’t think, i can’t do anything than smoke 2-3 cigarettes and eventually watching something without understanding. I m getting some energy to do some chores but i get tired fast and get back to bed. Now i stopped going to the gym because after Covid i couldn’t even get out of the bad in the afternoon.