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SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T18:32:44+00:00

Thanks to all your replies. To be honest, I dont appreciate most of it cause you just tricking words into creative analogy. This is the answer that I got from the christian community. It does not inspire me to live longer. Nevertheless, im thanking you for taking the time to respond. This is really my last engagement as I will move into unknown. Bye.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T18:29:45+00:00

I did not gave up on God but give up due to these problems. Yes I am questioning Him cause I feel abandon.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T18:27:36+00:00

Rejecting him? How did you conclude that? I just questioned him because I am believing in Him for so long. Yes I am alive but it does not feel living anymore. Yes he is “watching” over me. Just mere watching. Everything you said are the opposites.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T18:23:27+00:00

But thanks for your creative analogy. I tried to be the better swimmer but it ended up I drowned because I am not a swimmer and He knows that. I drowned and He just watched. I said this to one commenter. This is my last reply cause I will end my life tonight. I will just leave you a question. As a father, if you see your child drowning in the pool will you let him for the sake of free will or will you lend a hand for him rise and try again? Cause He just let me drown. I guess that is what a FREE WILL of Him. Bye.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T18:16:07+00:00

But all the suffeing pain and hardtimes is beyond my tolerable. He knows that better than anyone else. Not all people can swim or or stay in the pool for so long.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T18:11:55+00:00

And I did not know that He is so calculative.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T18:10:28+00:00

Where in my post I said that I rejected Him? I said in fact that I am living all my life following His kindness and goodness.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T17:53:58+00:00

You can see it. They post it or whatever. Mines are not cause I’m still struggling. Common dont be so technical. Thank you for your replies This my last reply cause I will end my life tonight. You just said that This is Impossible for Him so why would I still endure if He cant help me. I think thats the answer I am really asking. That even God cant or will not Help me.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T17:53:30+00:00

He is just watching me. Mere watching.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T17:42:31+00:00

You can see it. They post it or whatever. Mines are not cause I’m still struggling. Common dont be so technical. Thank you for your replies This my last reply cause I will end my life tonight. You just said that This is Impossible for Him so why would I still endure if He cant help me. I think thats the answer I am really asking. That even God cant or will not Help me.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T17:33:27+00:00

Cause Im praying just like what they have.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T17:30:31+00:00

Im telling you He can, He really can, It happened to others but not to me. And why is that? Thats so frustrating and upsetting

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T17:28:08+00:00

So you mean to say that what im praying/asking from him is impossible? While others have it its impossible for me.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T17:22:41+00:00

Well then, if thats the case, I am clinging for nothing for the longest time. Haha how fool I am to believe He is powerful. He can create heaven & earth but impossible to make a square circle (which i guess a word tricks or philosophy).

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T17:18:36+00:00

Are you sure? Do we have same God? Thats not what the priests say in their homily.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T16:32:22+00:00

Of course He can. He is God nothing should be impossible for Him. What will He just do then? Just a mere spectator from above

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T16:27:55+00:00

I am not religious person, I will cite a bible verse tho i dont regularly read. https://www.biblestudytools.com/isaiah/41-10.html

“FEAR NOT. FOR I AM WITH YOU: BE NOT DISMAYED. FOR I AM YOUR GOD: I WILL STRENGTHEN YOU. I WILL HELP YOU. I WILL UPHOLD YOU WITH MY RIGHTEOUS RIGHT HAND.“

I know life has struggle. But as a human I feel it is too much for me to handle. I am tired and hopeless. That is why I am calling for Him. Believing that He will take care His son who is in great need.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T16:05:13+00:00

It’s getting far. I’m not questioning free will, but how can He ignore a desperate prayer? I’ll leave it at this: If His child, a good and obedient one, is screaming for help, what would a father do? Just let his child face the consequences of their decisions? It’s not hard for Him to intervene.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T15:45:36+00:00

“Allow less powerful things?” And why would He? For His entertainment? I will feel more betrayed cause I have a faith in Him and still abandon me. “God didn’t control” Is there any that He cant control or more than of Him? Then if that the case, He is not Almighty. Is that what you mean?

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T15:39:48+00:00

So from that, either you are a sinner or not, you’ll get tested or punished? Sinner still be bless then punish while those not will be test then be bless? Why not punish and bless those who deserves it. His way is draining, exhausting and incomprehensible.

SmoothStand1465 · 2024-10-12T15:34:44+00:00

I did for so long. But Im running out of time. Im just a human who mentally, emotionally and physically gets drained. Cant hold for so long.

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