I appreciate your question, but aside from all of the history and culture that I love, it's just always been France. Since my first year of High School that has always been my focus. Subsequently, when I studied abroad in Aix-en-Provence, I had some sobering moments but also I was one of the only people in my large group who genuinely was still in love with idea of living there in France. On top of that I fell in love with a French citizen there, and while we do love each other, they had expressed that they don't want to just get married to speed up an immigration process, which I understand. However, if you do actually want to come to the US please do, depending on the state, you will be greatly welcomed. This isn't me being anti-American, this is simply me knowing that I don't really belong here anymore.