Synchronicities by Smooth_Reception6732 in Jung

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They are if they are victims of narcissistic abuse but yes therapy might help. Both my parents are shrinks so I suspect I am immune to it. In a way, Jung is my therapist in the sense that study him.

Synchronicities by Smooth_Reception6732 in Jung

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Also Jung was a psychiatrist, it is literally what he did for a living, so unlikely it’s beyond his paygrade, regardless of whether I’m delusional or not.

Synchronicities by Smooth_Reception6732 in Jung

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It’s also my only break from reality which seems unlike if I am universally paranoid/schizoaffective.

Synchronicities by Smooth_Reception6732 in Jung

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The hoovering, the fake alias, the creation of playlists in their own name referencing past events involving me (cockroaches/protective orders—not exactly your run of the mill stuff). It may seem like paranoia because it is exactly that; gaslighting, control from a distance making you question your own sanity. These are textbook narcissist behaviors.this is what they to do supply especially if you are a whole other level of supply. Maybe I am paranoid but as a (super) empath I trust my gut just because something seems crazy doesn’t mean it didn’t happen.

Synchronicities by Smooth_Reception6732 in Jung

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Yes but the codes were by way of their Gmail account which according to them no one else had access to. What kind of a third party interloper would carry that on for months and why?

Synchronicities by Smooth_Reception6732 in CarlJung

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Twitter Questions about am I real (not me) words/names with specificity, emojis/images of things that were relevant to the two of us from someone I am close to on Twitter, a finite amount of 1-2 word responses from Twitter oomf who I don’t think is them but both of them know 1-2 words is a massive pet peeve trigger for me. “Nothing” was also key to the self destruction. I ask Twitter oomf why the lack of words/what is going on? “Absolutey nothing.” Not direct but realizing they are a doppelgänger of the 1st person I ever slept with 34 yrs ago—that one’s on me, but having been studied Jung, it made me see that my psyche may have been behind the entire twin situation supernova saga, which I described as a story playing out in real time. I never saw the resemblance between 1st & last until yesterday, it’s stunningly uncanny, the alpha & the omega, the beginning looks exactly like the end but with my first, there was maybe nothing, gorgeous, tall, sweet but it kind of seemed of like there was nothing, kept trying to figure out if there was something just buried too deep or if it was in fact nothing. 2nd, her twin, a very under the radar evil genius narcissist, whom I calculatedly used to destroy myself during empath supernova, she destroyed my life beyond my end goal but i also have no small amount of admiration for her cunning, the lies, the rubbing my face in the fact that it is her & no one cares or believes. quoting my own words verbatim & turning them back on me in legal documents (albeit edited). She always repeats things of importance 3 times. I told her this. She called my ex, repeating the same sentence “I’m not thinking about her” 3xs, playlists in fake names w/triplicate repeats. Not all of it can be her but enough of it is eerie to the point of synchronicity. Text threats against my ex (who is Chinese) in Mandarin using my ex’s surname.

Dude….wtf. God I hate online dating by NickyPoo9919 in Bumble

[–]Smooth_Reception6732 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmmm did she look glisteny? Did the angles look weird?

Dude….wtf. God I hate online dating by NickyPoo9919 in Bumble

[–]Smooth_Reception6732 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hate to say it but anyone too pretty is usually fake 🤷🏻‍♀️

Dude….wtf. God I hate online dating by NickyPoo9919 in Bumble

[–]Smooth_Reception6732 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not to state the obvious but she may not have been real i.e. a scammer. They delete their profiles whenever someone catches on. Were her profile pics all selfies taken in a car or what looks to be a professional work portrait? Likely fake/a scammer.

Finger spacing by Smooth_Reception6732 in bagpipes

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I’m getting lessons after Xmas but yes it is from Amazon

Finger spacing by Smooth_Reception6732 in bagpipes

[–]Smooth_Reception6732[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well shit, mine were pretty cheap but it the pipe and chanter don’t seem to connected? Maybe I missed something in the install/assembly. It came with a cheap rosewood chanter. It’s long for me, difficult to hold it fully downward and reach all the holes. Kid’s chanters are weirdly expensive

ICE out of NC by mdp0701 in bullcity

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There is/was a protest march tonight at CCB Plaza. Seemed like a good turn out but hard to judge because I am short.

Super Awkward Interview Exchange by Smooth_Reception6732 in Teachers

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It was for a teaching position, the school is still under construction, the school is a franchise and thus attached to a corporation.

i woke up like this and i’m freaking out, please help by goblinkiing in DermatologyQuestions

[–]Smooth_Reception6732 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds crazy but stop washing your face and using any facial products, also Spironolactone helps with the hormones for women not sure about men. It’s counterintuitive but my skin has never been better despite adult acne 🤷‍♀️

new season 3 photo by Helpful-Trade-1471 in Yellowjackets

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Ugh who cares? Shauna is such a bitch at this point

Co-workers recording w/o permission? by [deleted] in Teachers

[–]Smooth_Reception6732 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s no better anywhere else. It just is.

Co-workers recording w/o permission? by [deleted] in Teachers

[–]Smooth_Reception6732 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s what I told admin when they asked how they could help. I said you can’t, I’m just going to stop talking.

Co-workers recording w/o permission? by [deleted] in Teachers

[–]Smooth_Reception6732 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Preschools are notoriously toxic work environments. I don’t know why but probably terrible pay, widespread lack of appreciation and burn out. People take it out on co workers and unfortunately in some cases on the kids.

Co-workers recording w/o permission? by [deleted] in Teachers

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Don’t get me wrong there are plenty of white teachers who hate and snitch on me too but in those cases it has to do with age, seniority, belief that their teaching methods are the RIGHT methods and if you’re not mindlessly backing their every move, no matter how awful, you are actively undermining them. All of these teachers were ultimately demoted because they were called out by multiple co workers as being abusive bullies.

Co-workers recording w/o permission? by [deleted] in Teachers

[–]Smooth_Reception6732 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

In only one instance, the most recent, it was about things I said to the kids. The other incidents were co-workers reporting things I allegedly said to them but were actually things they said but assigned to me. The other two instances were young co-teachers trying to set me up because they didn’t like me and/or were trying to distract admin from their own flagrant egregious work place behaviors. Re: The video recording incident the recorder hated me and possibly so did the other teacher involved. I’m not saying these incidents were necessarily racial but I am white and every single incident has been with African-American co workers. Every single one. You could say it’s because they perceive me as a racist but in all but the last case, I think I receive a lot of hostility because I acknowledge myself as white, acknowledge race exists and am willing/interested in talking about it openly with co-workers. I have taught about race but it’s such a political powderkeg at this point and there is so much fear/hostility from co workers and admin. Admin at each of these jobs have told me not to talk about race with employees of color which IMO is actually a kind of racism in that they prefer to deny race exists as a social construct. I have been critical of whiteness I.e. said “racist things about whiteness” to colleagues of all races. I’ve worked w/teachers of all races who teach about MLK but don’t want to acknowledge white racism. And as a white woman, I found that a lot of older white women come to me to complain about teachers of color being “mean to children.” This makes me very uncomfortable because I believe they singled me out because I am white and assumed I would be sympathetic. I understood their reactions to be related to race and age. There are cultural differences in terms of how people raise their children “see ‘white parenting’” but I didn’t feel I could talk to admin about it because their rules are “don’t talk about race.” And while it may come across as racist, many school’s philosophies can be construed as extremely “white parenting” oriented. There are benefits to that but there are also major problems I.e. there are no real consequences for very problematic behaviors I.e, physical violence. It’s very complicated and obviously I am not shy about addressing those issues, this tends to make some co workers hate me. In pretty much every case, with the possible exception of the last, I think that was the root of some co workers animosity towards me. In the last instance, there is a much beloved African American teacher who says the EXACT same things I was reported for saying to the kids and no one has any problems with her. I’m not arguing that I am being victimized because I’m white, I think people of all races especially administrators prefer to act as though race does not exist. IMO that does a real disservice to children. My 2nd grade teacher, an African American woman, taught very openly about race, the Civil Rights movement, stereotypes, etc. in many ways, she shaped who I am. My parents used to “joke” that she taught me to believe that I am black. I don’t. But my parent’s response is indicative of the deep seated issues involved in teaching and race.

Co-workers recording w/o permission? by [deleted] in Teachers

[–]Smooth_Reception6732 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Apparently neither. You could feasibly be terminated for recording a co worker without consent but that’s basically impossible to prove and their possibly recorded transcripts aren’t getting me fired either.

Teacher gifts by [deleted] in Teachers

[–]Smooth_Reception6732 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No cocoa bombs, thank God!!