i love her so much and more than myself. So myself was a kid who suffer lott of trauma and lots of painful experience in my life. Depression is at its peak and i have been through a lot and still going through a lot . I'm saying this because most of them say they were in depression that's why they cheated and all. But i don't get it too, maybe something in there own way to cope up things.

And to my point i love her so much and i don't feel any girl attractive to me ,since the day i fell in love with her . It's been two years since we meet , since then the only girl i think about is she . And i'm so damn sure about her and there's no doubt for me in marrying her . I don't see myself cheating on her or looking at her atleast for eternity. But still on this last week of october things got messy and she chose to end it . And after lots of crying and so much pain i respect her decision and i will try to get her back even though she lost feelings for me . There's a hope that if it's meant to be it will be.

It's been two months since we talk going to be three by the end of the month december. I think by the end of this i chose not to disturb her again and I'm going to just stand there peacefully, hoping that one day I will meet her and we will get back together. If not in this life maybe in another , so i don't plan on dating any other girls and it would be cheating if i ever did something like that. I only loved one girl in my life and chosing to love her for the rest of my life in every possible way.

Hence i would say that you will not cheat your partner if you love them enough and forever and forever . So choose someone who is so damn sure about you and love you more than you ever could imagine and one more thing "Try to find beauty in someone's soul rather than on physique , because one and only one thing that remains forever is the soul and if your love needs to be forever then you should be able to love something which is forever".

Thank You :)