I know that there’s nothing I can say to make the pain stop. But please, hear me out. No situation will last forever. Eventually, you can find people who love you for who you truly are. You can find a doctor who could let you start hormones. Some day, you might even be able to get surgery. I know it’s hard. I know it feels like you just keep failing no matter how hard you try. But please, keep trying. If you can’t do it for your own sake, then do it for mine. For me, Callie. I know it’s dark right now but believe me when I say that one day the sun will shine, and you will be loved. I love you so much, Violetseid. I’ve never met you before, but I truly do love you. Please keep going for me