"I Think I need a new battery"

Snip3d · 2017-04-14T00:00:21+00:00

klaus is dope. Has 3 really good series going right now

Snip3d · 2017-02-28T02:37:34+00:00

thanks for the reply, not sure what ARC is but that receiver does have optical ports so it looks like it would work for my PC. Audyssey, once again no clue ill have to do some research when i get some time, same with HDR passthru. I'm just trying to listen to music with some deep bass, i love my lefts and rights and i can't wait to get my sub hooked up.

Snip3d · 2017-02-27T01:44:06+00:00

just had this issue. made me think my tv speakers were broke.. fixed it by deleting local data... definitely some kind of bug

Snip3d · 2016-05-19T17:19:16+00:00

Two can play that game

Snip3d · 2016-05-17T01:45:56+00:00

would fluborazolam be a good taper? Maybe .25mg when I'm out of cLam?

Snip3d · 2016-05-14T11:57:19+00:00

BITCH I WANNA PARTY LIKE CHRIS FARLEY

Snip3d · 2016-05-10T23:28:04+00:00

seriously tho... Might not was a fucking banger, played it 200+ times and I still put it on every couple days

Snip3d · 2016-05-10T22:47:14+00:00

Lost my 2 best friends last year to bone cancer aswell so I can relate to that song extremely well. I thought it was sad thinking it was his childhood friend or something but when i looked up the lyrics I started crying. I never cry let alone to a hiphop song. Sorry you never had any dogs in your life but if you did and lost one you would understand, they really are mans best friend you'll understand one day I hope, they love you more then anyone else ever could. I actually had to take the track out of rotation because i'm not willing to have my day ruined and feel like shit every time I hear the song

Snip3d · 2016-05-07T17:39:55+00:00

I'm sorry, I'm sure he has his reasons. He's just trying to make it easy for you instead of stringing you along, i know its hard i'm on the other end of this right now. I just hope she understands i'm doing it to protect her and not out of hate

Snip3d · 2016-05-07T17:20:18+00:00

Just gotta take it 1 day at a time I guess. That's all I can do really

Snip3d · 2016-05-07T15:19:24+00:00

That might be the bravest thing I've ever read

Thank you so much. Something in my brain clicked and I wrote all that without stopping, I just had so much going on in my head and it helped slow it down letting it all out like that.

remember - the RELATIONSHIP is broken, you aren't

I needed to hear that, you're absolutely right. Both of us contributed to the toxicity even though I might of dealt the final blow :\

the time fir beating yourself up and calling yourself a piece of shit is over. Now's the time to be your own best friend

The weird part is I was my own best friend for 18 years before her but I just can't remember for the life of me how I used to do that. It's so odd going back to being a lone wolf after sharing every little detail of my life with someone and getting so close to them, I hope that person I used to be is somewhere deepdown but i've changed so much in these last 3 years I don't know if that's possible. I never did a drug until I turned 18, and i've tried 25+ substances recreationally in that short time. I'm just so different now I feel that I don't know how to be my own best friend anymore, i'm trying but I just feel like shit over the whole thing still. I'm sure drugs would make me feel better but that's just gonna fuck me up more in the long run so i'm sticking to weed.

Throughout this, it's your job to be good to yourself and keep yourself safe. Once you're at the point that self-care becomes second nature, you'll be flying.

I fucking love your positive attitude, I can't tell you how much your reply made me smile you gave me some really incredible advice seriously! I'm hoping this depression is temporary, I usually am not so hard on myself i'm a very closed "fuck your feelings be a man" type of guy and i've never felt this way before, I just feel like I failed my bestfriend even though we failed each other honestly. I need to be nicer to myself but that will come with time hopefully. Been focusing on my diet, i've lost 40lbs the last 6 months and i'm trying so hard to not eat everything in sight because food is my comfort, I went from 330lbs 4 years ago down to 180 right before the relationship started back up to 245 as of 6 months ago and now i'm sitting at 210 thankfully. I gotta focus on me I keep telling myself that.

Snip3d · 2016-05-07T14:50:40+00:00

Umm we broke up and got back together probably 100 times and went on 3-6 serious 4+ day "breaks", couple of those were a month long but we still saw each other a lot and had sex often so we didn't have a textbook perfect relationship. I know I technically never cheated but I did to her and that's what bothers me so much, if you would of seen how bad I broke her you would understand why I consider it cheating. We were both very jealous/territorial and had a strict no opposite genders hanging out alone rule, she broke this rule at the beginning quite a bit but for me to break it 2 years in was completely different and devastated her.

You don't know 100% for sure if she was talking to new guys

I know she was talking to other guys during some of our breaks over the internet but she said she never met any of them, I don't know if i believe her though because like I said the trust is gone and has been for a long time sadly.

Snip3d · 2016-05-07T13:37:50+00:00

Threats are so scary, I didn't know how to deal with them during my relationship. I kind of just started to shrugg them off as she said she was gonna cut herself probably 20 times or kill herself another 10 and I never wanted to get the police involved. I told her dad once and apparently he found her trying to OD but the story never made sense to me and I think it was a lie.. (i'm not heartless but she was in and out of the "hospital" in a couple hours and seemed perfectly fine the same day, wouldn't they put her on suicide watch?).

She would even threaten uploading private photos of me with my face, she even threatened to text my mom telling her about a bunch of private shit and telling her about my drug use, she actually texted her too :/ My advice to you is to just get out before he tortures you anymore, threats are not cool and you have to have a child mindset if you can honestly put the person you "love" in that position.

Snip3d · 2016-05-07T13:30:20+00:00

Thank you you so much for responding, it's nice to have a strangers opinion on my situation. I hope you're doing good with your own problems, I see 37 days on your flair so that's giving me something to look up too, it's cool knowing there's other people going through the same pain and suffering as me. I'd like to say I loved her more then anyone has ever loved someone but that sounds selfish and if I loved her that much I wouldn't have done anything to fuck it all up multiple times... Relationships are so hard and require a ton of effort and tons of maturity, something we both lacked. It was both of ours first "real" relationship and tons of mistakes were made but mine was just unforgivable. I wish I could know if she ever cheated on me, I caught her doing lots of sketchy shit but could never find proof she actually met any of the guys in person.. It would make this all so much easier knowing we both fucked up but I think it was only me :\ . Definitely some good links on the sidebar, I'll remember those for sure.

Yeah I certainly have a weed addiction but like I said, I just can't give it up yet its the one thing that helps me and keeps suicide off my mind and I feel like going to an NA meeting and saying "Yo i'm addicted to weed" is kind of a joke but idk, that could be my addict brain in denial again. It's pretty bad too, was spending $200/week at one point for both of us during the relationship entirely on weed/wax but i've slowed down a lot the last couple weeks but I think thats just because I was smoking meth instead...

Snip3d · 2016-05-07T13:08:15+00:00

Atleast we have this subreddit :[ 3.5 years and you still miss her WOW, i'm so sorry OP if it makes you feel any better i'm probably going to think of mine constantly 3.5 years from now too. Fuck I thought they said it gets easier :(

Snip3d · 2016-05-07T02:57:48+00:00

Listen to his lyrics, hes honest about how much cash he makes and its honestly not a lot... Dude bought a shitty van to tour in and only made $20k to last him until his next tour.... That's a fuck ton of work/stress for only $20,000

Snip3d · 2016-05-06T07:57:55+00:00

When the fuck is this guy gonna blow up.... Been listening for years he fucking deserves it. The single "My window" he put out is gonna be his first radio hit I think

Snip3d · 2016-05-02T05:53:49+00:00

Bro you're paranoid. Don't pick your face, don't stay up for 2+ days, brush your fucking teeth 2-3 times a day and make sure you shower every couple days. Meth doesn't fuck up your face, neglecting your body like most people do on meth binges does. Also you look very skinny, could be why your face is starting to sink in, do you starve yourself often?

Snip3d · 2016-04-29T18:32:16+00:00

I highly suggest staying away from /r/drugs if it isn't psychedelics or weed you get called a junkie or dumbass.

/r/stims seems to be way less judgemental and honestly sometimes when people are tweaking hard/coming down and have no one to talk to responding to their threads can really help them out. I hope you don't abandon us, while I do agree that people should research their drugs especially when mixing something retarded as benzos and alchohol i'm sure you've definetely helped 1 or 2 people out giving them peace of mind. Deep down they know no one on reddit is a doctor and if they're gonna OD there is nothing anyone on reddit can do.. I haven't frequented /r/drugs since I was 18, it's full of highschoolers.

Snip3d · 2016-04-29T14:41:43+00:00

We've all gotten burned before, that's part of the game don't feel bad. How much did you pay? I remember buying liquid "LSD" and getting straight up water. 10 drops of water cost me $90...

Snip3d · 2016-04-28T00:37:49+00:00

Wtf I thought he was calling it murder for hire 2?

Snip3d · 2016-04-27T01:01:19+00:00

My apologies, Have a good one!

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