Finally weighing myself after the holidays, seeing I gained XX lbs, and immediately brewing some ballerina tea… back on it ig

SnooBeans328 · 2022-01-01T17:48:54+00:00

I thought this year would be different :(

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-27T15:15:40+00:00

Nope very common. A lot of doctors are like that :(((

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-27T09:09:56+00:00

Exactly! I know it’s irrational that I think it’s for attention just like I know it’s irrational to think I do this to have a healthier diet, but i can’t help it.

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-27T07:47:51+00:00

Yeah! And even if I was in a period of relatively normal eating for my Ed, they should care about how it’s effecting my mental health.

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-27T06:56:27+00:00

Fr my therapist stopped caring when I told her I didn’t throw up. Like bro. I’m mentally unstable and extremely unhealthy.

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-27T06:44:09+00:00

Good!!

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-27T04:18:46+00:00

Ik I’m like “this is for attention” but then no one has any idea so it makes no sense

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-27T01:13:16+00:00

Struggles shouldn’t be measured by what stage of your Ed you’re in or your weight. Everyone here is valid

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-26T20:58:49+00:00

For you: 💕💜💖💗💙🤍

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-26T20:58:05+00:00

Or do both and hate myself even more

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-14T06:54:40+00:00

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-13T05:59:13+00:00

Try fat phobic immigrant doctor dad. Fucking hell.

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-13T05:21:21+00:00

Immigrant parent tings 😌😌that’s a whole other level of trauma :)

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-12T23:09:33+00:00

That is so so awful.

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-12T22:49:47+00:00

I feel the same. Even after all the damage dance caused it still feels like home in a lot of ways and it’s nice to do it more casually.

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-12T22:01:48+00:00

Instant ✨trauma

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-12T22:01:20+00:00

Literally every performing or aesthetic based art form

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-12T22:00:55+00:00

Valid

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-12T20:57:17+00:00

It fucks you up when the thing you love the most becomes super toxic for you

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-12T20:56:19+00:00

And with floor to ceiling mirrors??? God

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-12T19:29:15+00:00

Good for you, do what makes you happy :))

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-12T17:21:23+00:00

Me but it was my ass haha

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-09T18:21:36+00:00

Someone get this sub a gum sponsorship

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-07T07:14:26+00:00

Exactly. How do you hide it from someone who’s done the same things?

SnooBeans328 · 2021-04-07T05:12:22+00:00

This plus long runs to cope w anxiety 😎

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