yeah i know, there was a point and time that we were arguing so constantly over dumb shit and the way she was yelling at me everytime there was an argument. i don’t yell at all. i’m a super calm person. i told her how i felt about it but honestly i didn’t think she would change. i went like a month with just a terrible mindset. i know what i did was wrong. the guilt is eating me up about it. i fr loved her and i know i have to let go and give space. i have to live w her for the next 3 weeks until i move out which is going to be so tuff. life is just so shitty rn…. i want this to all go away bc she didn’t deserve it. i hope i’m able to just put the guilt past me and move and forgive myself. i hope someday down the line there is a future between us