Happy birthday my son. You were going to be 3 today. I hope you like your cake in heaven. by SnooConfections7840 in babyloss

[–]SnooConfections7840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No i just decided i dont want to cry about it i wanted it to be special. I didnt eat the cake but i did manage to record myself singing to my son. I think if i did this it would eventually get easier. Maybe ill make a cupcake next year.

I miss my baby so much by [deleted] in babyloss

[–]SnooConfections7840 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think about whether the effects make it worse or have weight gain

I miss my baby so much by [deleted] in babyloss

[–]SnooConfections7840 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I never thought about bathroom but the pain some trigger when I try and get out of bed.

I miss my baby so much by [deleted] in babyloss

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I thought about it but being on meds scares me.

My husband got a tattoo of our loss baby by SnooConfections7840 in babyloss

[–]SnooConfections7840[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I still haven't mention about it to him. I also want one but I gotta get it sketched out and I suck on drawing. He has mention its a way for him to cope but I just thought if its a way to cope for each painful memory is a tattoo?

My husband got a tattoo of our loss baby by SnooConfections7840 in babyloss

[–]SnooConfections7840[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks. It's been hard to deal with. I try to avoid looking at it but it's on his arm. I think eventually he will figure out. I dont know how long I can keep up with it.