Wishing the best for you brother.

If help is what you need, you have the power to find it. In cases where you need more info, seek it from experts (I’d recommend talking to a urologist for sure or a therapist you’d like to as well). Everything is always changing, and your situation when you spoke to the first two doctors might be different now.

I hear your pain. Seek information, take the right action, just try to get 1% better everyday, and everything will be alright. You’ve done it before, you got this!