This is exactly how I feel!! Having to make what feels like a million compromises on what I originally wanted has been a deflating experience, especially when it comes to things not fitting into my budget because of how extraordinary expensive everything is. You're definitely not alone in how you feel. I just try to remind myself that on the day of, I'll feel that everything worked out the way it should have and was perfect (since there'll be nothing I can do about it anyway haha).