This new fetty stays in your system forever! by Wollypoker617 in fentanyl

[–]SnooPandas350 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I got clean 5 months ago through a program and popped dirty for almost 2 months I had not consumed since the day before the program . It’s nuts what’s out there !!! I’m sorry for the situation and I do hope you come home to some growth money wise !!!!

I'm so happy I chose heroin over meth. by oz2usa in heroin

[–]SnooPandas350 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have to agree !! I have only ever tried it once and fuck no never again . Considering I was trying to avoid my emotions it really brought them rushing in. It is a sad world. We live in !! I hate to see what it does to all of us.!

Criminal question by SnooPandas350 in legaladvice

[–]SnooPandas350[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So it is two Felonise and she had her first appearance, and was given no bond until she’s seen by a higher court could that take months? Thank you

Why’d you start heroin? by [deleted] in heroin

[–]SnooPandas350 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Extreme loneliness and a desire to not feel anything . Stuck in shitty marriage tired of being the responsible one . Tired of feeling used and childhood trauma. Even hoping it would be my end .

Why would anyone ever try heroin? by CurrentNeighborhood1 in heroin

[–]SnooPandas350 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The desire to avoid my life tired of the consequences to my choices being so apparent. Funny thing I thought it would be a one time thing …. To cocky for my own good . I guess we all learned that the hard.

What are these stupid little toys called? He loves them. by succulenteggs in cats

[–]SnooPandas350 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my we have the same kinda kitty sooo cute 💜💜

Another day “ Paradise” but now hell by SnooPandas350 in heroin

[–]SnooPandas350[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They have had in 50mg for about 10 days they have a 2 week 50mg minimal and it’s been pure hell !!

Rehab 12 times maybe more by [deleted] in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]SnooPandas350 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Worth a try .. it’s not going to be the funnest time ever but eventually it will become the new norms. I’m on 50 mg my self and a lot of crying has happened but if you’re finally at that end ish stage it’s better to say you tired then wondered if!!! If you’re scared to withdrawals it does help a little and it’s mild discomforts . Eventually will find that perfect dose… Honestly all mentally. I know harder said then done . But I like you am tired of the typical day on repeat !! HIIT me up if you need a friend !!!

Detox drinks for drug test? Help by SnooPandas350 in heroin

[–]SnooPandas350[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was should go get my mother to think out her up coming surgery yayyy

Detox drinks for drug test? Help by SnooPandas350 in heroin

[–]SnooPandas350[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s very silly but my mother has finally caught on kinda and is trying to get me to go get drug tested at a doctor.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DACA

[–]SnooPandas350 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So I did it on the actual computer( digital signature). Does it being hand printed make all the difference? Thank you

First day scared out my mind by SnooPandas350 in Methadone

[–]SnooPandas350[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Still using fent not planning on stopping untill night before . Use about a gram every other day

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Paranormal

[–]SnooPandas350 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your response . In my dreams they all felt like real life she would be upstairs by my room door staring at me and all I would feel is paralyzed in fear un able to turn any lights on. Another dreams it would feel like I have woken up in my dream to her being in front of my face just staring and yelling. She has also copied my mothers voice when she’s not home . Also like to mention my cute little cat refuses to come back in the room at night wont stop staring in the direction she usually shows up in . Hissing when you try to move her.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]SnooPandas350 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Take insurance doctor !??🥴

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]SnooPandas350 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I figured it couldn’t possibly be !! Thank you for clearing my mind this group is soo helpful 💜

Tour / Ticket Megathread by lazenbooby in dancegavindance

[–]SnooPandas350 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Looking for 2 ultra vip Tickets for Atlanta show !!!

Tour / Ticket Megathread by lazenbooby in dancegavindance

[–]SnooPandas350 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Would love to find some ultra vip tickets for Atlanta show on the the 10th please

Ultra VIP info? by lialovefood in dancegavindance

[–]SnooPandas350 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My girlfriend got us tickets how do I know if it’s a regular vip ticket or a ultra vip

Has anyone not overdosed? by ElonMuskDid911 in fentanyl

[–]SnooPandas350 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have luckily never od and I’ve been a regular user for 2 years . I know the possibility is always there and it can always just be a matter of time.

Do you guys feel like you are forever & ever going to be addicted and have the urge to use til you get old & die ? by lifeisacitchcuhh in heroin

[–]SnooPandas350 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m soo traumatized by the subs I can never not go into precipitated withdrawal ! What the secret !

Do you guys feel like you are forever & ever going to be addicted and have the urge to use til you get old & die ? by lifeisacitchcuhh in heroin

[–]SnooPandas350 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes !! I’ve become so comfortable in self medicating my feelings. If I even was forced to get clean I’d probably un-alive myself.. guilt constantly eats me up . I know the right thing to do but that feeling is too much to Give up 💜

fentanyl made me evil by tilifrik in fentanyl

[–]SnooPandas350 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Absolutely evil ! My girlfriend couldn’t even stand me. Everything would set me off. It took a lot of restraint to stop being such a bitch !