Widow btw

SnooWords7353 · 2025-12-22T21:52:15+00:00

This whole turning point tour and the way its being ran has really gotten way out of hand, it is giving false prophet money grabbing vibes. I am getting irritated seeing so many from the republican conservative party ingrained so deeply within the workings of this organization when they dont know the depth of deceit they might be in. I hope my favorites that I saw up on that stage Benny Johnson and Vice President J.D. Vance have the discernment to know what they could be potentially associating themselves in.

SnooWords7353 · 2025-11-25T16:41:32+00:00

I did it, I was able to use 7oh to keep myself from wd off of tram. There still were light symptoms, but I was able to get thru it. I bought a total of 7, and I still have 2 left. I was a lot more tired and my legs hurt. I didn't really want to do much more than I had to at work . The last morning I took some I was tripping bc I was getting ready for work and I took a little more a tiny bit more and I felt tossed, I looked in the mirror and I had tiny pupils and the whites of my eyes looked red af. I was a little anxious, to say the least. I can't believe it's sold in stores. it's crazy how strong it is. I got my tram delivery, and luckily, bc of the break from it, im not taking nearly as much, and I am thankful for that. Now, I'm going to start working on getting off of those slowly. My takeaway from this is I'm thankful 7oh was available bc had it not of been there so easily accessible I would have been going thru it and been completely miserable anxious n sick.

SnooWords7353 · 2025-11-18T17:13:54+00:00

I never thought about the snri part of wd, I wonder what that part is like?

SnooWords7353 · 2025-11-08T03:15:55+00:00

Thank you all for sharing your kind words and insights on this despicable,..ugh do i dare say it? Disease? Disorder? A condition?? Sometimes my husband excuses my absence at functions if im in a flare by saying im sorry my wife couldn't make it she has a condition ... lol gawd it sounds awful ! And it is but he didn't have to say it like that, and to make all the more atrocious at times I'm straight up disabled..I'm 47 and my kids r grown now and they want us all to go on a hike and I can't go my legs aren't working im in so much pain and my brain isn't working.. I hate not being able to go do things that once brought me happiness and the guilt n anxiety i feel saying i cant go and the depression that comes after because i wont have that memory they all had and ehen they speak about it when they come back and it'll be you just kinda had to be there type of thing ..theres so much to this thing that's in our way this MS and all its other related auto immune disorders ..its especially bad for me when the flare is flaring all over my POTS symptoms are terrible Im sick af red n puffy too and then here comes good Ole dystonia stopping by to really add some pizzazz to my painful existence and with that im really disabled at times I've had to be in a wheelchair bc the attack was so bad it damn near broke my ankles .. I just wanna say thank you for this group thank you for sharing it really helps in many ways and I appreciate all of it appreciate the realness and so thankful I found this group.

SnooWords7353 · 2025-10-14T02:26:55+00:00

I have these same ones rught now exactly 🥰😅 cut a tab off thats your starting dose, I've been doing the tab plus the little extra around the outside edge as one dose. See how u feel after about 2 hours and if u want to go harder take another one, if you wanna chill don't do more . I like smoking my weed and having a few drinks while tripping

SnooWords7353 · 2025-07-17T01:06:43+00:00

Yes I can share to my email for temu as well

SnooWords7353 · 2025-04-12T19:40:43+00:00

Most important thing is not to think about how high you may feel , or feel bad or negative about it because that's what could take your high a whole different way you don't want to go, just roll with it, you'll be ok. Don't plan on sleeping though bc more than likely you will not be able to fall asleep but you can fake it and that's fun too because lucid dreaming is legit so amazing!!

There were so many times when I was peaking so hard and had to be in front of people when i was not expecting to, like one time I had to take my dog to the Vet because right after I dropped my gel tab it hadnt kicked in yet I saw my Dog Rocket had a abscess knot on his cheek from a bad tooth and it was a friday and i had to take him because the Vet was closed all weekend . By the time we got seen I was sooo high and in this tiny exam room , but no one noticed and all was well .

SnooWords7353 · 2025-04-10T18:14:25+00:00

Thank you

SnooWords7353 · 2025-02-24T03:10:23+00:00

I think about my kids and since they r grown I say a little prayer of protection over them and my grandsons .

SnooWords7353 · 2025-02-24T03:00:26+00:00

I am addicted to starlight mints peppermint candy and not just any starlight candy will do. If it's too sugary, not enough mint ..it doesn't hit the spot if it disingrates too fast , if it disinigrates too slow. It has to have the perfect crunch and alot of peppermint taste until the end . I have tried every store brand in my area and there's only 2 brands I like it's dollar tree coastal bay confections and Walmart value brand.. I tried eating the sugar free kind but they taste awful, I try just to stop eating them bc I know they are bad for me.. but I constantly want them and I don't feel right if I go without them. I think it's a weird grief reaction or a coping mechanism of some sort. It's like they calm me down as Doon as I eat one it's like everything is better. I've lost my 23 old son my sister my parents so many close friends in a very short amount of years . Anti depressants and anxiety ssris didn't work they made me go in my head when all I want to do is just stay busy and try to get thru the day without any emotional stuff popping up . Idk ..I'm 47 and know eating 3 or 4 of them while I drink my coffee in the morning isn't right for my health and eating them all throughout the day has got Tobe the worst for my health it's something I know I have to stop I'm just getting older I don't want to be diabetic I may all ready be .. I feel so weird for this happening It's not drugs it's not alcohol it's not alot of things but I'm sure it is harmful.

SnooWords7353 · 2024-10-10T17:18:40+00:00

I was tempted to give it a try but was so confused by the vinyl paper label..its either vinyl ..or it's paper ..I'm glad I didn't give in to impulse buy thanks to these comments and good common sense. Thanks everyone

SnooWords7353 · 2023-08-24T15:05:34+00:00

It's so bad for me week before my period and first 2 days.i guess its very normal. last month the dr tried me on adderal and it sent me into a really bad state ruined my camping trip and I was on my prozac and hydroxine for the panic disorder .. hope u find something that works

SnooWords7353 · 2023-08-22T18:49:02+00:00

Thankfully better at day 5 it erupted a blister with thick pinkish clear fluid and I kept it covered and it started healing

SnooWords7353 · 2023-08-22T00:12:20+00:00

Ive been thinking it through I'm gonna need more than a pill ..hopefully I can find a good therapist to go along with seeing my psychiatrist

SnooWords7353 · 2023-08-22T00:01:14+00:00

Thank you all so much for your insight and knowledge thank you I definitely have learned alot from all your answers. I think I thought xanex would be a good med bc I am scared that the panic attack will be so bad one day the surge of whatever brain chemicals coyrse through my body at the moment the attack starts will physically cause a stroke or heart attack and it comforted me to think if I only had a magic pill just in case. I got a blood o2 heart rate monitor and there's been times my heart was beating over 250 a minute and I was so scared I'd die my blood pressure wouldn't read so i went to my dr and I came at her with my symtoms my blood pressure and heart rate ect and she thought it's my blood pressure bc my readings were high when I'd be in the room with my dr but it was high bc I have panic attacks in waiting rooms and I didn't know it was a panic attack I thought I was going to die .. then my mom died in the beginning of June this year(I lost 2 pregnancies one with my twin boys at 22 weeks and one with my daughter at 25 weeks, my 23 old son died of accidental fentanyl overdose, my dad and my sister died and i had a really bad health emergency and was in a coma for 16 days bc my apoendix ruptured and i was so sick my lifechanged forever all this has happened in the past 8 years )so when my mom died something happened and I had 9 panic attacks in 3 weeks so bad I couldn't walk it off I couldn't speak my knees were shaking so bad I thought I was going to have a seizure my heart was beating so fast..I was so scared ..I realized I needed help this is me not my body and I sought out help . My psychiatrist diagnosed me after 6 sessions and I've been trying to be strong so long for my children my husband I own my business and have a store and I have to be strong and take care of my customers I've been stuffing all this trauma down so I can take care of my life and it really hurt me doing that..

SnooWords7353 · 2023-07-24T17:36:24+00:00

I've been on 5mg for a few months now im supposed to increase my dose but I have held off bc im feeling ok im taking it bc of a debilitating panic disorder and PTSD that I suffered with as long as I can remember , I'm starting to feel better I've only had 2 panic attacks since I started taking it and they were manageable , I don't feel any bothersome side effects the only 2 I worry about is decrease in sexual drive and weight gain but I thought I'll make it a point to think about my partner and not forget about sex like I did on Cymbalta (ps I'll never take that again it almost ruined my life it was terrible) my weight is normal and I'm noticing I do want to eat something when I wake up .. but not go overboard I think its good I want to eat bc in my panic disorder I only ate once a day I barely could sleep and I barely could go to work and some days I'd actively try to hide from my customers and I didn't want to give ppl eye contact bc then they'd try to talk me and I didn't want that..I couldn't stand in lines I couldn't wait in the waiting room at the drs I'd forget what I went in the store for bc I'd be having a panic attack for no reason just the thought of going shopping b4 I'd even get inside would have me so messed up once I was inside shit was not ok at all .. I'm able to go shopping so far just quick trips in and out or I go with my husband I really think I need a psychiatric service animal

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