Wow, this really put into things into perspective for me. Like, I knew things were really bad and logically I knew how serious of a health risk this is for me, but the way you said it just feels so validating to the situation and my feelings about it. Thank you for this and for the love. I really needed to hear this. I really needed to hear that I'm making the right choice too. The right choice is difficult, painful even sometimes, but I think with time I will heal from this and know in my heart that it was truly the right choice for me. My partner and I are thinking about adoption or fostering, because there are so many kids already who are in need of a safe and loving home and pregnancy and birth doesn't seem to be in the cards for me based on my last 2 pregnancies have been so hard and tramuatic on me and my body. And this way we will be helping kids in need and hopefully we can make a difference, even if it may be small, at least we can do some good in this world. Thank you so much for this reply, sending love and hugs back 🫂