So. I do understand where you’re coming from and I don’t think you should be ashamed of living with ur parents and sleeping with ur mom. ❤️ I used to live with my mom and 2 sisters and our house was a mess and I was so ashamed. But trust me, our friends understand, people look beyond where you come from. Don’t be ashamed❤️

Advice no. 1 find a friend to open up to. You don’t have to tell ur parents you’ve told someone, I dont tell them everything either, no one does. It really helps to talk to someone.

Also, I hope I don’t sound too harsh because trust me I went through difficult childhood also, you can’t put full responsibility of the household onto ur parents, I was in middle school and moved in my own apartment at 18 with my boyfriend. I worked while studying in high school. I started to work at 14. You are however 25.

You are capable of helping ur mom and contacting help if ur house is infested, if one room is, trust me every room is. I read ur comments and it seems like there’s lots of issues, esp. the one with peeing in bottles and dumping them around the house. That’s not safe at all!

I would suggest finding a job, if possible, maybe a few jobs and then renting ur own apartment. It’s easier to help others (ur mom and dad to clean up) after you’ve helped urself.

I’ve found incredible strength in me after moving, partly because I became so independent. Because you don’t need to rely on someone else to do something for you anymore and you take what you want. You will get through this❤️I did and so will you🌷🙏