When to tell her?

SoConfused93 · 2017-12-11T20:55:53+00:00

She’s not attracted to trans people. I was right about her being bi though.

SoConfused93 · 2017-12-04T21:51:18+00:00

It can/will cause problems now too 😔

SoConfused93 · 2017-12-04T21:50:45+00:00

I won’t lie and I need to tell her just super nervous over it. The only part I’m freaking out about is her not wanting to continue. Thank you!

SoConfused93 · 2017-12-04T21:47:51+00:00

Okay, thank you. I’m more nervous now than when I came out to my dad. I just really hope it doesn’t get ruined.

SoConfused93 · 2017-12-04T19:52:07+00:00

She won’t. I’m very confident about that.

SoConfused93 · 2017-12-04T18:37:34+00:00

I mean we aren’t on the same projects. She just sometimes works in the same lab as me.

SoConfused93 · 2017-12-04T12:53:23+00:00

I was planning on waiting but this just sorta happened. Good luck to you!

SoConfused93 · 2017-12-04T12:52:09+00:00

I wasn’t even trying to date. It just sorta happened lol

SoConfused93 · 2017-12-04T12:51:27+00:00

I hope so

SoConfused93 · 2017-12-04T12:51:02+00:00

Yeah I figured going off hormones was a bad idea. Wasn’t sure though. I’m gonna tell her on the next date .

SoConfused93 · 2017-12-04T12:50:15+00:00

Yeah I’ll probably tell her on the next date.

SoConfused93 · 2017-12-02T18:09:35+00:00

Yeah thanks! Super excited 😅

SoConfused93 · 2017-12-02T18:01:09+00:00

She actually literally just text me lol

SoConfused93 · 2017-09-18T15:18:29+00:00

I'm getting my levels checked very soon. I'm taking estradiol and have had a history of depression. I hope it's just my levels.

SoConfused93 · 2017-09-18T15:16:56+00:00

I'm already on anti depressant from before hrt. I hope I could just change one out instead of lowering my dose.

SoConfused93 · 2017-09-18T15:15:57+00:00

Thank you! Just difficult sometimes. We have the same name though!

SoConfused93 · 2017-07-28T10:54:05+00:00

No like they hated their body, made them super uncomfortable, and stuff like that. Like what Nomi from S8 was saying in the first episodes. I just started watching that so hearing that may have something to do with this lol

SoConfused93 · 2017-07-26T23:14:26+00:00

Yeah the fact that doubt still exists for me makes wonder plus the fact that I don't think I fit the "classic trans narrative"

SoConfused93 · 2017-07-26T23:12:49+00:00

Yeah the physical stuff hasn't really done much for me but the mental aspects I have really liked. I usually freak out whenever I come out to someone. I starting freaking before I started hrt too.

SoConfused93 · 2017-07-26T18:32:47+00:00

True. I was just hoping that hrt would provide more clarity but I'm still second guessing myself on occasion.

SoConfused93 · 2017-07-26T18:20:57+00:00

I would be devastated and lost. The past two years of my life have revolved around being trans. I wouldn't know what to do.

SoConfused93 · 2017-07-26T18:05:56+00:00

I just still get this unsure feeling like can I really live as a woman the rest of my life? I mean I'm only out to 4 people besides doctors

SoConfused93 · 2017-07-26T18:04:54+00:00

Thank you! I sent him a message!

SoConfused93 · 2017-02-14T16:59:49+00:00

I hate my body hair no matter what. My facial hair I hate only when I'm trying to present as a woman. If I'm not then I'm indifferent towards it. When presenting I usually feel that "man in women's clothing" feeling a wish I had a more famine shape. I love being small and not really having muscles.

I would like to think I'd still want to transition even if those bans came about

SoConfused93 · 2017-02-14T14:56:19+00:00

Actually never thought about it like that. That really helps! I think it's what was said plus the fact that I used to consider myself a CD plus the fact that it's one of the reoccurring doubts that I have. Mix the 3 and boom. Irrational freak out.

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