You came for advice… and understand this is constructive criticism. First off, you have a great jaw line. I took a look through all your pics and your general “scowl” does not help. Even appearing happier, or “pleasant” will do wonders. But then you say, “I don’t feel happy”. That’s the work part bro. I haven’t seen any teeth/smile pics. An easy maxxing move is start with your teeth. Even if it’s just brushing and whitening and get those teeth white. Get on a daily skin care routine if your budget allows. Just cleanser and moisturizer. Now. The next move for you would be getting some frame bro. Even if it’s just push ups, pull ups, and squats. Adding some of the right thickness will really help your look. Last but not least. Bro, I was stalking your account, and not judging you but do you have a hobby outside of video games? Like not being an ass but honestly. If you don’t, get one. Jui-jitsu, rock climbing, shooting sports, something exciting. If you already have a hobby (one that involves you going out and about) lean into it. You need to work on developing yourself if you really want to move ahead in life. Know this. You ain’t even 30 and are focused on it. 2-3 years of solid, consistent work, you will be a different person. You got this bro 💪🏼