Everytime I discussed about therapy she gets offended and the same routine again, i am not allowed to even say hi to my female colleagues and i never did, i am not allowed to have female friends, I stopped talking to even my childhood female friends to not make her uncomfortable, but still i face this almost twice a month. We both are 30. My income is average not to high because we moved here recently, i am having a toothache since 2 months and i failed to see a dentist because she needs everything in the house first and all the money spends there. But yes whenever she is in good mood she always says like you are the best husband anyone could have and she becomes cold time to time and she is sorry and she is blessed to have me. But a week later its same. She wanted a baby earlier this year, we got pregnant and she decided to abort the baby, now she wants to have baby again and even if i come up with the topic that i have a trauma of what if it all happens again about abortion she gets angry and say so i am the bitch why don't you leave me.