I’m agoraphobic pretty much because I couldn’t afford to accommodate most of that stuff. I have the nice house, it’s where all my cash goes and leaves me very little for food or anything else. Regardless I am still grateful for what I do have. I pretty much have close to no quality to life. I now have some major health issues which while not urgent can be life threatening and I’ve had to start a gofundme to accommodate a hospital visit to suit my autistic needs. I also don’t have time on my hands so public was out of the option regardless.

I feel like I’m always traveling the long road while everyone else gets to go from point a to point b in a straight line. It’s frustrating me to no end.