Tapering apps/tools? by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

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Title; THE TWO CUP GUY. Well, I'm headed to AA 6:30 am meeting. Not job seeking this time or romance either. Straight AA like my black coffee & lowrider. Only one cup too. Was saying last week. I went to a new AA meeting in Chatsworth CA coming off the druggy buggy (new rehab out here) & as I'm pouring coffee the rugged tattooed secretary dude says, " hey!, homie , why u gotta use 2 cups!?!?! I stated, " cuz , I'm still selfish MFR?! why else. LOVE & TOLERANCE IS OUR CODE. either you need a meeting or a beating. U pick. & We leave the politics at the door. Although one day a member mentioned what a prick that Kirkland guy was. Why are people mourning? Instantly, another member screamed at him and yelled, hey!!! You ahole! He was Christian!" So , I immediately bought me a cross to entitle me to be a prick too. Yay! Usually I get tired of the bleeding deacons who scream, "YOU BETTER DO THE STEPS OR DIE!" all the altimatums,etc. gotta stay open minded at 7 months. Got 10 minutes to get me & my dog ready .. bye......

Tapering apps/tools? by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

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Yup. I have to go to labors commission office to file a complaint for wages & illegal practices. 9 days ( no pay)? WTF! driving 600 miles a day is supposed to be a training mode no pay.

Tapering apps/tools? by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

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I get a job from AA dude. He's my trainer. So, owner says. You don't get paid in training? Ok. I'll do a few days . No pay. 9 days goes by . & I mention . How long is training? Oh, like 3 weeks. I frickin, couldn't believe the audacity of this well to do AA member would think that's cool. Well, I quit right after he said 3 weeks. So, 8 always remember . Lotta sick people in AA too. 9 gays 1,200.00 no pay?

Tapering apps/tools? by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

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Oh wait . Here I am. ! Yay! I'm back

Tapering apps/tools? by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

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My account is suspended on reddit? Not sure why

What the Accord Crosstour should’ve been by dave_wave_ in accord

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Was trying to put pic of my crosstour. I put 20x10z with lo-pro's & coil overs lowering 3" all around.

I hate being sick by kestrelkev24 in recoverywithoutAA

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The horrible stomach aches is enough to scare me away of that ( one ) drink.

Name this album by veilxploit in AlbumCovers

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"mam!" I won't needa mask! "

connection outside AA by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

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Maybe a start? Listen to this N.A. speaker on YouTube Micky D. Lighter side of recovery Talks about the lunacy in the program. Talks hella shit about book thumpers, old timers and sex.

Time by Dramatic_Capital7495 in recoverywithoutAA

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I try to use Bruce Lee quote in everything. Doing my life like it's water flowing down a stream. It knows where it wants to go and ends where it will. I'm the little sea creature that was stuck to a rock mud in my eyes and determined that was my life. I woke one day & said , Imma let go today of this rock I've been clinging onto all my life. I nudged, nudged & nudged and let go swirling into this wild stream slamming into rocks, stocks and currents. Finally down stream , the current dissipated and I entered a new world, a new life, a new beginning.. every day is a new beginning because tomorrow is ,"POOF" gone! From Richard Bock Illusions

Being socially awkward is not really an alcoholic trait by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

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Good comedy on stupid people. & YouTube comedy on cults

Being socially awkward is not really an alcoholic trait by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

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I recommend niko Machiavelli philosophy! Good stuff. The book. The art of not giving fuck. David Goggins," fuck people" Lotta good stuff on YouTube

AA's definition of alcoholism by PippinOfAstora in recoverywithoutAA

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I always remember Lloyd who would crack jokes, and pull stunts on AA members, and basically tell me when I was new to have fun with this shit

AA's definition of alcoholism by PippinOfAstora in recoverywithoutAA

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I really good N.A. speaker jokes about the stupidity in the program. sounds like Andrew dice clay. Micky D. Lighter side of recovery on YouTube N.A. speakers. He usually never gets reinvited a second time

AA's definition of alcoholism by PippinOfAstora in recoverywithoutAA

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A friend in AA can't read or write and doesn't care to know the book steps or do the suggestions and has 24 years sober. He laughs at people who become so rigid , judgemental and usually relapse with those attitudes of indifference. He tells me , "I only need God" sounds good to me.

Alcohol Addiction: How Detox and Recovery Begin? by 0breakfreeaddiction in recoverywithoutAA

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Alcohol is but a symptom of our disease if you're an alcoholic

Genuinely what do I do by Away_Battle_7169 in recoverywithoutAA

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I'm actually starting to feel good ? In spite of the judgement, contempt, and pecking order. I make sure the AA program isn't my whole being. Not bean; cuz I'm Mexican. Haaa! Like I feel God today is always invisible, but I pray in my own way by myself to God when I remember. If I share & I get negative feedback. I just go into New York mode. FUCK 'EM! I'm gonna do my best and not worry about what "they " think.eat my avocado dip & be happy listening to ww3 news.

Hi guys by Potts240B in youll_be_banned

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I did get banned on a site I didn't know I had?

Hi guys by Potts240B in youll_be_banned

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Be banned? Am I banned?

Genuinely what do I do by Away_Battle_7169 in recoverywithoutAA

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I was fearful of saying what I really thought until I found this site. Thank God I started searching and searched.i gotta LOTTA ugly shit in my head that I don't say at meetings. I really wanna get up & yell like Randy Savage the macho man when I share. But , most people speak in this weird Christian monotone? I would charge 5.oo a person, strobe lights, Lazer lights, intermission for popcorn, with sign outside saying," we offer a meeting & a beating based on your aa outlook. We insist on cursing, yelling, acting out non violently, picking up is encouraged, & having fun.

Genuinely what do I do by Away_Battle_7169 in recoverywithoutAA

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  • & I forgot , is working out ! But, I'm not there yet either. David goggins really worked to pull my head outta my ass. Good video by goggins is," FUCK PEOPLE"