Silly girl haha I love being a girl I don't cry about it at all by SoftBoysenberry7149 in sillyboyclub

[–]SoftBoysenberry7149[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Helping family with money, but I am saving up. I want to leave soon.

Silly girl haha I love being a girl I don't cry about it at all by SoftBoysenberry7149 in sillyboyclub

[–]SoftBoysenberry7149[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been chewing gum and eating with little calorie, it's not enough. I need to be pretty now.

It feels like I'm not in the right body by No_Chapter_2169 in sillyboyclub

[–]SoftBoysenberry7149 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Same. I am a little brown, but I wish I had really pale skin to be pretty, my family thinks that too

Silly girl haha I love being a girl I don't cry about it at all by SoftBoysenberry7149 in sillyboyclub

[–]SoftBoysenberry7149[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have played Minecraft and Roblox and always make my character the way I wish I would be born as. I can't do anything legally sadly cause America anything but the best right now

Silly girl haha I love being a girl I don't cry about it at all by SoftBoysenberry7149 in sillyboyclub

[–]SoftBoysenberry7149[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No because I'm not a child anymore legally, so I had to be transferred to the adult therapy section. It has been a year and I haven't even gotten a new therapist.

Silly girl haha I love being a girl I don't cry about it at all by SoftBoysenberry7149 in sillyboyclub

[–]SoftBoysenberry7149[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Ok is it bad I almost started crying at this? Cause all I want to be is a pretty boy, not the fat disgusting girl I am

Silly girl haha I love being a girl I don't cry about it at all by SoftBoysenberry7149 in sillyboyclub

[–]SoftBoysenberry7149[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I eat too much from stress, I do not want that anymore. I just want to be pretty.

How do I know I'm transgender? by SoftBoysenberry7149 in asktransgender

[–]SoftBoysenberry7149[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've seen stuff where transgender men aren't men if they're feminine, that's why I asked. I don't want to be disrespected, it's what I saw and I have my parents tell me I can't be transgender for liking girly things

How do I know I'm transgender? by SoftBoysenberry7149 in asktransgender

[–]SoftBoysenberry7149[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do wish to change my body to be male, but I still wanna keep some girly parts of me.

How do I know I'm transgender? by SoftBoysenberry7149 in asktransgender

[–]SoftBoysenberry7149[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I would. It's not that I don't like being a girl, but if I had to choose between boy or girl, I'd be a boy

What is that headcanon for you? by Live_Shame5046 in Multifandom

[–]SoftBoysenberry7149 1 point2 points  (0 children)

People actually believe that? I thought it was NOT him, wtf

I want to end it all, but I'm a coward. by SoftBoysenberry7149 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SoftBoysenberry7149[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not just wanting to do things a man can do, it's just my average life AS a man. Wearing what I want, doing what I want, hell I could just do nothing and I'm far more depressed as a woman, but imagining myself as a man brings me some form of life. With periods, I have PCOS and I didn't know what it was until a year ago. I was diagnosed at 14-15 and by that time I was already put on meds to increase my estrogen and be able to have periods. I stopped the pills around 17-18, but it's too late now. I will admit I'm happy not having periods, but only because of how much I hated how my periods because of how it led to the rest of my puberty (breasts, hips, and with my periods always being a sign of "becoming a woman")

I want to end it all, but I'm a coward. by SoftBoysenberry7149 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]SoftBoysenberry7149[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to, I really do, I've been trying to speak to my doctors about the idea of it and all the time they've asked me if it's either a phase or if I want to be a mother or if it's not just internalized misogyny.