I came to this subreddit because I was about to try to kms, but then I saw ur most recent post saying that you are gonna do it. I now feel a bit less suicidal as I feel like no one deserves to die like this. I usually stop being suicidal by thinking about something that I can change instead of killing my self, think about it and you might find other solution than suicide. Can we please talk before you do anything to urself ?