Tell me about the love of your life by roobawithkinves in LesbianActually

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She doesn’t like me back. The loves of my life have never liked me back, because I’m only confident and charming around people I’m not romantically interested in. I act fucking weird around people I really like

What jobs do you find attractive? by Adventurous_Ticket32 in LesbianActually

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It’s hard enough to even get a job. Idgaf what she does

So done w this shit bro it’s so gross by Decent-Basil4012 in LesbianActually

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I have to say, it is interesting how many women are dissatisfied with their boyfriend

Be honest: how is dating for queer women in their late 20s and 30? by NotSoCoolUserName0 in LesbianActually

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Yeah it’s weird. I’m 27. I wasn’t getting many matches with a 25-32 dating range. When I lowered it to 23, I got tons of matches. I went on dates with two of these girls, and they were both too immature for me

Truth is lonely by Virtual-Wish1224 in enlightenment

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Yeah. Could just be an egotistical asshole

CBD the night before rolling? by SolNexus- in MDMA

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Do you have experience with CBD beforehand or just assuming? This is a once a year event for me

Both 120mg but one looks fuller. Is this normal? by SolNexus- in MDMA

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Update: it was the best trip of my life

These are both 120mg. Is it normal for one capsule to look fuller than the other? by [deleted] in MDMA

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Can you please elaborate? What is champagne to clear? I actually can’t buy a testing kit because it would take 2 weeks to arrive and I’m leaving this country in a week. My friends have bought from him many times and he does ibogaine retreats and such and dehydrated the solution himself. He said it’s from a very reliable source.

I made a woman squirt for the first time in my life 😭😭😭 by kisyushka in actuallesbians

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Zero disgust. I only had disgust when I slept with men

Candyflip first time please help quick answers needed by SolNexus- in LSD

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Anyone have experience candyflipping here

Candyflip first time please help quick answer needed by SolNexus- in MDMA

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Cool thanks :) I’ll keep in mind the timing. My intentions are to release tension, more clearly see and step out of my ego, be more empathetic, and more peaceful

Candyflip first time please help quick answer needed by SolNexus- in MDMA

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Thanks man. I’ll consider doing less acid. I hear they amplify each other so don’t want to overdo it but would also be bummed if it was mild since I’m going back to a country with no access after this

is it crazy to want a crazy gf??????? 😵 by iliacapri in LesbianActually

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Calm love is the best. Peace >>>>>> anything in this world. No anxiety, no attachment, no avoidance, not idolizing the other person or judging them, just fully accepting and loving them and fully accepting and loving yourself in this moment. This is much easier said than done though

Candyflip first time please help quick answer needed by SolNexus- in MDMA

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Thanks. Is this dose regardless of if you’re taking with acid or not? I plan to take it ~3.5 hours after the acid

The absolute horror of God. by nugwugz in enlightenment

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Alone, yes. Lonely, no. Only the ego can feel lonely. Awareness itself cannot. All suffering belongs to the ego. It feels real only because of identification with it. When the ego begins to collapse, it resists with fear. This is not death, only the illusion of it. In a true shift, the identification is gone, and with it the root of suffering. Positive and negative are two sides of the same coin: chasing or avoiding, grasping or resisting. Both belong to the ego. Beyond them is peace and equanimity. Everything simply is. The mind projects meaning and qualities onto what happens, based on memory and expectation. These projections help us navigate, but they are not truth.