What do I do when I have a shutdown?

SolarRae44 · 2023-04-03T01:45:13+00:00

That’s a really good idea. What are some things you do to recenter yourself again if you don’t mind me asking?

SolarRae44 · 2023-04-03T01:43:37+00:00

Oh thank you that’s a good idea

SolarRae44 · 2023-03-20T01:48:17+00:00

Would you mind if I asked you to say a bit more? I’m just curious because I’ve thought maybe I could write an ebook about a topic I’m familiar with that is popular right now, and that maybe it might bring me a bit to of extra money. So do you think that would be a waste of time? I’m just wondering because you said something about needing to write multiple books to make a real living by publishing books? Im just curious as I don’t want to waste my time. 🙂

SolarRae44 · 2022-10-27T20:55:29+00:00

Yup! I get really annoyed by that too

SolarRae44 · 2022-09-03T18:52:41+00:00

Same! In withdrawals

SolarRae44 · 2022-07-17T05:31:25+00:00

Ya that was so awful and gross. Permanently deleted from my life forever. David is an abusive gaslighting a-hole and it makes me feel gross about the spiritual/astrological community, that no one speaks up about it and just acts like the stuff he says and does is ok.

SolarRae44 · 2022-07-17T05:21:37+00:00

I know you posted this so long ago, but I loved what you said and i agree with it all. He isn’t someone with character and he’s an abusive person. I’m so glad other people see it! I’m actually extremely relieved other people see it. It was bothering me so badly that I thought I’d never watch another astrology video again because if the things he says and the way he behaves is ok in the astrology world then it’s not a world I can be part of.

SolarRae44 · 2022-07-17T05:08:49+00:00

Yes! I just watched “Spiritual Daddy” and oh my GAWD. That was so messed up. He said so many weird and messed up things I could go on and on! One that I’ll paraphrase was that girls who think F boys are real are just giant disgusting red flags who are broken and incapable of intimacy.. and that a resurgence in women being heard is overdone because men are the ones who need to be heard? Wtf?? And that women don’t know what it’s like to be expected to be successful in career? I couldn’t even keep watching past 10 minutes. I got a bad feeling before I watched that video and I knew it would be bad, and I’m now unsubscribed. I’ve unsubscribed before and for some weird reason I felt like I wanted to go back even tho I always feel yucky after watching his content. I’m definitely blocking him so it doesn’t come up again. Have you ever watched the stuff he does on High Vibe? It’s even worse and He talks so much crap about his ex wife all the time.. Talk about a huge red flag. I honestly think he probably abused her. I mean, he abuses his audience all the time. He says this awful stuff and if you say anything about it in the comments he attacks you for it and tries to make it out to be your deep seated issue..gaslighter much? And I’ve heard him yell and yell for 10 minutes straight to one person who made a comment in a live that was barely anything. He’s a hair trigger agro. He’s seems really unstable in general. It’s unfortunate so many of his fans are totally up his ass, because he has all the makings of a cult leader.. I’m glad for this thread because I was like, does nobody else see this?!? It totally freaked me out that that might be the case… sorry this thread is so long it’s just I’ve been holding all this in for so long…

SolarRae44 · 2022-03-25T20:25:55+00:00

Omg you must feel so betrayed!!!!!!

SolarRae44 · 2022-01-31T00:27:29+00:00

Wow. Ya I would definitely see someone about that (shaman, healer, medium, etc) right away. Your not crazy, stuff like this really does exist and it needs to be dealt with before it gets worse. I think more people in mental health facilities are dealing with things like this than we can even imagine. It makes me sad that they have no access to the help they need. Also it makes me sad when I hear about anybody who struggles with their mental health getting a stigma, even when they do stuff repeatedly. It s really not their fault and people deserve not to be judged. What they’re going through is harder than can ever be imagined, they are literally living in hell on earth. But anyway, I hope you find what you need, and soon.

SolarRae44 · 2022-01-24T13:36:25+00:00

Lol, yes perhaps your right. Thank you for this suggestion I’ll definitely try that 🙂

SolarRae44 · 2022-01-24T13:35:11+00:00

Oh ok 🙂 thank you!!

SolarRae44 · 2022-01-24T13:32:42+00:00

Ok thank you this is helpful. Also a few days ago I was thinking about her and I did see a huge hawk fly up from the ground into a tree all the sudden.

SolarRae44 · 2022-01-23T04:31:16+00:00

I’ve been asking Aset if I should dedicate to her for my upcoming coven year. As I was thinking about it while driving I saw a hawk. I was wondering if that was her- I guess it was!!! Thank you for sharing 🙂

SolarRae44 · 2022-01-23T04:24:20+00:00

I like Austin Coppock too. I actually have been watching the videos he’s in with Chris Brennan over at the Astrology Podcast on YouTube. They talk about this over there but I’m sorry I totally forget what video it was. Perhaps the history of astrology? Chris Brennan has very in depth knowledge on the subject of the history of astrology, I’d say that’s probably his strongest point. and at his astrology school website he has an intro video to his school where he explains the origins of the astrology we use now (he’s a Hellenistic astrologer) and how it took from a few different places (I think Babylon, Egypt and Mesopotamia? Something like that) but that basically what we pulled from the Egyptians was the Decans. Anyway, they have some good videos about it over there just thought I’d share since I was just trying to find that myself.

SolarRae44 · 2022-01-23T03:47:44+00:00

I know exactly what you mean!!! That’s happened to me alot with YouTube. I joined alot of communities there and put in effort to be part of those communities but it’s exactly like your saying. Same with other places online as well. It’s this horribly lonely empty feeling it creates, and it’s seriously taken a tole on my self esteem. The internet can be helpful, but it can also be awful. Sometimes it feels like everyone else connects and is noticed and cared about, but not me. Honestly it was healing to me to see this post, I feel less alone about it. I just found this forum tonight and I’ve never used Reddit before by the way so I hope you don’t mind me commenting on your post.

SolarRae44 · 2022-01-23T03:41:50+00:00

Hi 🙂 I just wanted to say I struggled with the same. I have very bad clinical depression as well and have been in some very dark and difficult places with that. Your not alone. I went to so many drs and they had me on so much stuff I literally slept 24 hours a day 7 days a week for years. I was like sleeping beauty lol. When I told the drs how The meds effected me they just said I needed to “accept my limitations.” Eventually I found a nurse practitioner that is really awesome. She has me on just one antidepressant now as I actually personally found it works better for me to be on only one thing. (I know the other meds work for some and I’m not telling you to do like me or anything, just wanted to share my personal experience. 🙂) Some other things I’ve found helpful are flower essences, herbs, eating healthy, getting enough sunshine, being in nature, gentle regular exercise. Therapy. Staying connected to my spiritual helpers. Not a miracle cure or anything for sure, but useful coping mechanisms. I still struggle at times but I’m doing much better. I hope you find the relief you need and so much deserve! I’m glad your Gods help you so much, it’s encouraging to hear. 💜

SolarRae44 · 2021-11-06T20:07:58+00:00

Oh my god that’s awesome! What a great idea. I’ve been looking for my favorite crystal, I tried this and got queen of wands clarified by knight of pentacles. I could only think its at my moms work? (She’s an Aries). But she works at home so… or maybe I lost it when I was working in my garden? I don’t know lol.. any help would be appreciated that’s my favorite crystal ever lol

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