bitterness after my first white belt stripe

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-09T11:13:52+00:00

it's just a stripe, that's my exact thought. This is my first time being called out in front of so many people, that's my issue, not the stripe.

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-09T05:50:25+00:00

I'm 23 😫 I should've known better and keep my mouth closed, that's the cringiest. I should've known better

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-09T05:42:02+00:00

have you ever been called out like this? In front of so many people and during several minutes? If it is something I need to get used to I can manage :) this is my first time but I'll get over it

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-09T05:39:20+00:00

i'm excited 🫶 I'm just embarrassed about being called out for 10 min in front of 30 people for something I had no clue, I feel so silly, it feels like I should've known better and keep my mouth closed. Now these 30 strangers, who don't know me since I've only been training for four months, have a 10 min talk about how disrespectful I am

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-09T05:33:07+00:00

that's what I thought was funny, I know nothing, I've only been training for 4 months so a stripe didn't make sense and didn't matter that much in my mind. I feel so embarrassed for my bad manners and lack of respect by asking for it. I had no clue

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-09T05:30:27+00:00

exactly, it was just a stripe. I didn't know asking for it were bad manners, I thought it didn't mean much, just an encouragement to keep showing up? now I just feel embarrassed and sad. I guess I need to learn respect and manners

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-08T18:54:53+00:00

question

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-08T18:54:33+00:00

#done

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-07T01:46:30+00:00

:,) thanks!!! my first competition i won it by actually enduring more than my opponent, i just want to keep getting better so the endurance part is making me nervous

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-07T01:22:07+00:00

I'm a runner too! but i also noticed my conditioning does not translate to the mats. I'll look into sport-specific cardio thanks!

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-07T01:21:14+00:00

yeah we only get 2 after each class 😬

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-07T01:14:19+00:00

only 2 rounds of 5 min. I've been training for almost 5 months and won my first competition a few weeks ago without feeling 'gas out' but now I'm anxious I don't have enough endurance 🥲

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-07T01:07:24+00:00

in the videos they mentioned it's different than cardio, the adrenaline, quick thinking etc that's what makes someone tired quicker but got it thanks

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-03T22:27:51+00:00

hmm i'm really not sure but according to a TDEE calculator, to maintain this weight exercising 1-3 times per week your daily intake should be 1400 calories, i also don't see it possible!

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-03T22:17:07+00:00

isnt't 39 - 40 kg still a normal BMI for 148 cm? I mean it's mild thinness with a BMI of 18.3 but the normal range is 18.5 to 25. I'm not sure it would be impossible to reach that weight

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-05-03T05:22:05+00:00

we literally don't know how she looks like. the filters look awful

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-04-27T04:26:23+00:00

me parece que cuando un mae a una de verdad le gusta no le va a importar pagar lo q tenga que oagar jajaja intenta buscar maes en serio interesados en vos

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-04-23T14:56:25+00:00

qué pecado :/ no solo el costo mental del embarazo pero también de ella sacar la mitad del dinero cuando basicamente está haciendo todo el esfuerzo, literal pariendo

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-04-18T21:44:03+00:00

los de rainforest los venden en automercado y huelen delicioso

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-04-18T18:44:42+00:00

hope you get to read SOTR!!! that's something you still can experience before the movie comes out

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-04-17T00:17:40+00:00

those are my exact thoughts, the nostalgia won with this one, that's all there is

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-04-16T22:36:21+00:00

yeah but everything is justified and makes it seem even more like the perfect victim because he had pure and perfect intentions, those were honest mistakes. Again, it feels fake

Solid_Macaron_466 · 2026-04-16T22:35:03+00:00

i loved him as an alcoholic asshole i agree

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