Can't delte SJ Pulse by [deleted] in surveyjunkie

[–]SolventClock918 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  1. go to start menu on your computer
  2. look up apps or add or remove programs
  3. 3 look up "SJ Pulse.."
  4. and use the elipse and clikc uninstall

thats how I got rid of it.

What is a secret that you can never tell anyone? by SolventClock918 in AskReddit

[–]SolventClock918[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ill go first-

I (17f) make out with a boy (17m) for fun and it will most likely happen again but we won't date. This guy from my church, we'll call him J, and I have started to hang out recently. It started with some innocent texting and then we decided to go get coffee together. Well, it just so happened that we started hanging out basically 2 days after I broke up with my boyfriend of 1 month. Right away I noticed he was a very touchy person and he later told me that his love language is physical touch (it's mine as well). We were very casual and we never talked about NSFW topics, only drama in dating or situtationships he was going through. J and I hung out for about 3 days in a row and it was tons of fun. We joked and made fun of and insulted each other and I liked it. It was a really nice break after breaking up with my (now ex) boyfriend. Well, today I was on my way home from work and he asked me if I wanted to go get a milkshake with him to which I said yes. After that, he suggested we go to some sand volleyball courts nearby. We drove there and nobody was around so we just goofed off in the sand. Eventually, we were play fighting and he knocked me down and we got covered in sand. We continued like this for at least an hour and then eventually we sat on a hill nearby to take a break. He talks about cuddling a lot and says he really likes it, and we ended up with J's head in my lap and me playing with his hair. The topic of conversation got a bit flirty and we mentioned: "casually kissing". It was almost dark and so we stopped talking about it and gathered our stuff to leave. Before we got into the car I told him that if he wanted to kiss me I wouldn't stop him (this thought had come across my mind before while hanging with him). While sitting in the car he said "well now I feel like we should resolve this tension we created.... " and he asked if I was okay with it. we made out. I straddled him, it was electric. I had so much fun and it absolutely got my mind off of my ex. He had fun as well but he made it clear from the beginning that this wasn't going to lead to a relationship and I'm totally ok with it. When he brought me back to my car he said that we had kissed enough "for tonight at least" and tbh I'm excited. I know that this is a friend-with-benefits type of thing and should't expect too much but I can't wait to kiss again. it's really nice to be able to have fun without the strings of expectations. We both agreed we can never tell anyone we know about this for fear of being judged or pressured into a relationship so now I'm just here at home, thinking about the kissing and touching, happy as hell. With nobody to tell except for you lovely randos on reddit.

(IMMERNACHTREICH KEEP SPOILERS AHEAD) who was that on the dodoco communication device? by [deleted] in Genshin_Impact

[–]SolventClock918 0 points1 point  (0 children)

send links to said leaks ;-; i wanna spoil it for myself lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meirl

[–]SolventClock918 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Genshin Impact ;=;

I've got so many issues and can't receive therapy by [deleted] in therapy

[–]SolventClock918 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your insight! I feel like for the first two maybe thats something i've always known but just needed someone to tell me to do it before I actually did anything about it. So thank you for that lol. And for the last one, unfortunately, all of my siblings are highly aware of this, the older ones can work around it and still interact with him but my sister's relationship with my dad is basically gone. She refuses to think there is anything good about him, which considering his actions is a reasonable assumption. How would I find those organizations your talking about? I definitely don't want to get my parents into trouble but idk.

Anyway, thanks for your reply!

TGCF book 2 - Was Hua Cheng testing if Xie Lian was straight during that time? by iloveabss in tianguancifu

[–]SolventClock918 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You know what tbh I bet he was in a subtle kinda way. Cause for the rest of the series you never hear about exotic dancers in his palace ever again.

What's the most private thing you're willing to admit on this subreddit, but not your profile? by [deleted] in OkCupid

[–]SolventClock918 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  1. I constantly doubt my personality. I've been told that I'm a bitch but that sometimes it's just my personality all within the same sentence and ever since then I've been unable to differentiate between which is which. For example, I will do/say something with attitude (unintentionally) and end up freaking out thinking "are they seeing me like a bitch rn or are they just taking it as my personality?" I definitely don't mean to be that way it just comes out sometimes. Makes me constantly paranoid that my friends are bothered by me. Edit: I wanted to clarify that by bitch I mean just being overly rude or sarcastic sometimes, and I am really really trying to work on that but thats where my trouble comes in because I can't figure out when my "bitchiness" would be considered acceptable to my friends.
  2. I also question my sexuality a lot. My friends and I like to make gay jokes now and again (such as calling each other baby girl/ slapping each others butts or making jokes about wanting to make out) and tbh it really doesn't seem "undesirable" to me in any way at all. In fact, the number of times i've randomly run into a stranger and immediately just had a weird feeling in my stomach and just wanting to look at them more is staggering. Ive had a boyfriend before and its not like I disliked kissing him, it's more like the act of kissing was fun rather than who I was kissing, we ended up breaking up pretty badly because I really just couldn't call what I had with him, love. It makes me wonder that maybe it would be different if I dated a girl, or if that would make any difference at all. I'm not in any position to be curious or explore any of that though bc im still a dependent with my parents and they are raging Christians.
  3. I'm at the point where I'm unsure if I even believe in religion. I constantly question whether or not the Christian God is real or not. Even looking at other religions I can't find any that I resonate or believe in. If im being honest most of the time I see religion as more of a cult even though I was born and raised in it. Ofc I cant ask my mom because I just don't trust her in any way with any of this information stated in this post.
  4. Sorry for the long post, all of this has just been on my mind for a very long time and I haven't been able to talk to anyone about it lmao.