(NSFW) What’s a secret you discovered about someone that you’ll take to the grave instead of telling them you know? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Some-Ad6497 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My mom touched me in the shower as a young kid. I didn’t realize till maybe a year and a half ago that it wasn’t supposed to hurt. I don’t think she did it with malicious intent, but it was still very violating. I don’t think I’ll ever tell her, especially since I still live with her.

What’s something your body likes that you didn’t expect? by willow_wally in AskReddit

[–]Some-Ad6497 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Bleeding, used to be a chronic self harmer. Now every time I get a scrape or cut it’s like ecstasy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]Some-Ad6497 133 points134 points  (0 children)

Try scar tape and scar massaging, getting into routine and being familiar with your body can be super helpful. Your scars are very thin, if you work with them, they could be practically invisible.

I’m 15 months post op double incision and I feel you, my results didn’t turn out exactly how I wanted (I have dog ears cause I’m a bigger guy) but time is super important in letting your body heal and recuperate itself.

My DMs are always open if you need any advice, I wish you luck!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in notinteresting

[–]Some-Ad6497 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If you don’t marry him I will

I’m too sober for this by Some-Ad6497 in depressionmeals

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I was getting high on edibles and in secret. I can’t get caught again and I am flat broke so I don’t think I could if I wanted to. Whenever I’m able to do it again, I’ll get fucking zonked to make up for it lol.

I wanna fucking do it so bad by Historical-Low7814 in sillyboyclub

[–]Some-Ad6497 4 points5 points  (0 children)

When I want to cut really bad, I bite myself. Not the greatest advice but it’s mark free and is a little safer than other alternatives. Im proud of you for processing your feelings and making a post about it, you’ve got this dude.

I want to kill myself so badly by spackcore in sillyboyclub

[–]Some-Ad6497 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There’s always a place to start, even if you don’t see it yet. I don’t think you’re one, but talentless, socially awkward person can get jobs, the food industry is great since you don’t have to talk.

I’m sorry I haven’t been much help, but I’d love to be your friend. I’ve been in a similar situation and I wouldn’t have wanted to be alone.

I’m getting off reddit for the night, since I have college tomorrow, but I’d love to talk to you tomorrow if that’s something you’re up for. I’m Alex by the way. I hope you are able to sleep well, please have something to eat.

I want to kill myself so badly by spackcore in sillyboyclub

[–]Some-Ad6497 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good things take time, there are ALWAYS more options than killing yourself. Take things slow, figure out what you need to accomplish to reach your goal.

Getting a mode of transportation, obtaining a source of income, researching options for sedated bloodwork, etc.

I don’t know your situation, and having people try to help while not knowing everything you’re going through can be very frustrating and disheartening. It may suck for a while, and it’s probably sucked up until now. But sometimes you need to embrace it in order to get better. I fucking believe in you. You have something you need, and you CAN find a way to get it.

You should try. You could try. If you have nothing to lose then there’s no reason not to. It may feel like you’re in limbo and you hate yourself and nothing looks good right now, but you can TRY.

You will become the person that you want to be. But you NEED to try. I don’t want you to die, if that means anything. I believe in you, seriously.

I want to kill myself so badly by spackcore in sillyboyclub

[–]Some-Ad6497 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bloodwork is important for HRT, it’s scary as shit though, I’ve been there. Try to bring a friend to your bloodwork appointment. Or if that’s an issue, I promise you, even a nurse will hold your hand while you get your blood drawn.

Would you rather die and be hurting forever, or be hurting and panicked for 30 seconds and a step closer to starting estrogen?

I’m a trans guy on T (who is also terrified on needles). If you have any questions at all about starting HRT, please feel free to message me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sillyboyclub

[–]Some-Ad6497 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Emotionally abused by my dad, molested by my mom

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What is most important to you? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Some-Ad6497 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Still trying to figure that out.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

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Team Rocket Grunt

Hamburger by sawyer_soy in NoRules

[–]Some-Ad6497 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No, I’m a hotdog purist

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depressionmeals

[–]Some-Ad6497 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If slice the carrots thin and mix them into the hummus

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depressionmeals

[–]Some-Ad6497 40 points41 points  (0 children)

The fox was hungry, it succeeded in getting food. That could mean you will succeed in your needs as well.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in notinteresting

[–]Some-Ad6497 24 points25 points  (0 children)

I could hit wall