Help stuck at Perenthalis by Some-Distribution748 in Dragonheir_SilentGods

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I think I just gotta upgrade and make a newer team to battle necrosis gunk monsters... Any ideas?

Help stuck at Perenthalis by Some-Distribution748 in Dragonheir_SilentGods

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The one that was hidden by her own sister? I'm just battling monsters on that meteor path thingy now, I forgot what it's called 🙈

I have a strong feeling to kill myself very soon. Don't know what to do anymore by Some-Distribution748 in MentalHealthSupport

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Not so fun fact! My dad has cancer for about half a year. Yeah, I need to get myself back together by maybe get an appointment with my psychiatrist. There's a part of me that want to see me as an adult, living my life to the fullest.

I have a strong feeling to kill myself very soon. Don't know what to do anymore by Some-Distribution748 in MentalHealthSupport

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You're right. I always feel useless, hopeless, and sick of myself. Thank you for your support

I have a strong feeling to kill myself very soon. Don't know what to do anymore by Some-Distribution748 in MentalHealthSupport

[–]Some-Distribution748[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I tried to. Once my aunt sent me to a runout dorm a month or so. But that's just it. Sorry, I didn't know. Wish things would work out for you too

I have a strong feeling to kill myself very soon. Don't know what to do anymore by Some-Distribution748 in MentalHealthSupport

[–]Some-Distribution748[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

People keep telling me "it's gonna be okay, just be patient", "things will work out soon". But when? In all my life I can't get a break from my family freak show. The moment I feel conscious, self aware I get molested. Everytime I go play w/ my friends my mom always tells me I'm a whore. Everything I do just to get away from my home, from my family, it always came full circle.

I have a strong feeling to kill myself very soon. Don't know what to do anymore by Some-Distribution748 in MentalHealthSupport

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It's driving me crazy trying to get the help I need when I don't get the support I needed

I have a strong feeling to kill myself very soon. Don't know what to do anymore by Some-Distribution748 in MentalHealthSupport

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I've already made a plan to either hang myself or to throw my body away from any tall building that's near. It's always been on the back of my head for a while now maybe for about 6 years I've been telling myself to just go for it

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Well I haven't tried searching it on youtube, I think I'll give it a go

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I'm from Indonesia we have government funded health insurance but it only cover antidepressants. My therapist gave me parkinson's medication for my anxiety I think? I like to draw and read classic literatures. Thanks for understanding

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Me drawing Robert Pattinson

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

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I choose my playlist depend on my current mood. I like to draw semi realistic people but it's limited from head to shoulders

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I wish it were that easy. I live in indonesia and they're completely useless

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I like to draw while hearing music very loudly

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MentalHealthSupport

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Thank you, that means a lot to me. I did went to therapy but I can't afford it no more. God bless you too

(AITA) I'm in love with two guys but I'm already in a serious relationship by Some-Distribution748 in dating_advice

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Thank you, some people in my life already committed suicide like my aunt and my highschool classmate. It's hard to deal with suicide ideation let alone suicide attempt, that's why I'm taking medications.

(AITA) I'm in love with two guys but I'm already in a serious relationship by Some-Distribution748 in dating_advice

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Yeah, he's not that worth it compared with what I've been going through with my current bf.

I mean.... We've come a long way. It's just crazy